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July 25, 2017
 

You don't know how much I want to write to you ......
You don't know how much you deceived me when trying to ....
You don't know how many times I had to stop myself from writing you ..... ,,,
You don't know how much I miss chatting with you......
My pillow had already become accustomed to stop dreaming about you ......
My pillow had already become accustomed to tears until I fell asleep .......
My pillow had already become accustomed to not hear you in my dreams .......
My pillow had already become accustomed to not thinking about writing you or not ........
My head is already accustomed to blame me for everything .......
Sorry......
But really why you give me illusions ????
Sometimes I prefe...

ONE VOICE DAY
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July 17, 2017
 

I have to keep moving forward ....
I have to remember what we live, without pain but with tenderness .....
I have to pretend that nothing happen .....
I have to never give up ....
I have to accept my mistakes..
I have to apologize even if you don't want me to ....
But above all, stop suffering for you .....
And to know that tomorrow and maybe never there will never be a US .....

SPARKLES
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July 16, 2017
 

Chatting with friends.....
And thinking what you would write if it were you on the other side .....
Dreaming that you write me back .....
Dreaming that you still care.....
Dreaming that you forgive me ......
But for dreaming these things I woke up to check my phone and realized there was nothing from you ......
Forcing myself to enter into the reality that I never passed through your mind ......
Forcing me to understand that you didn't feel anything for me .......
Forcing me to know that you never named me in front of your friends ......
Heart why him ???
Heart why not another one ???
Heart why you let me fall ????
Heart why are we suffer if we know that this was going to happen ???

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ORIGINAL
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July 14, 2017
 

In the end I realized that I couldn't do much,
besides wondering and wishing that we meet again.
To beg forgiveness.
To be able to start over, to take another chance and make different decisions.
You do not know......
And you'll never know.
Because we no longer speak.
And I'm more than sure you do not take the time to read what I write here.
I'm more than sure you do not care what I think anymore.
And maybe it never was.
You do not know how much......
You'll never know this either.
But if you happen to read it let me tell you:
Sorry.
I still miss you
If you forget me I'll remember you.
And please give me another chance......

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SPARKLES
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July 12, 2017
 

You do not know how much I would give so you write again, and now even if I could  write you I wouldn't because now I think that from the beginning I bothered you, that you hoped I did not write to you one day, so I could get out of your thoughts. I realized that everything was maybe my fault, missing you, not wanting to forget you, writing you, asking you not to ignore me, maybe even loving you, my plan was not to be like I am today, everything reminds me of You, anywhere reminds me of a moment with you, a story, maybe if I made different decisions today I was not like that, if I were not betrayed by my heart that day I met you, but what can I say ?? I knew you in your moment, that I call mo...

SIMPLICITY DAY
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July 10, 2017
 

I still miss you.....
I still think about you .....
Still hurts...
I still regret it .....
I still want you to text me .....
I still want more time by your side ....
I can still imagine what you're going to say when I tell you I'm going back ......
I still imagine something with you .....
I still dream that you like me ....
I still dream that you miss me ....
I still dream a message of yours ...
I still feel something for you......
I still....
I still.....
I still....
I still like you.....

And you should have forgotten and left me in the past ..

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SIMPLICITY DAY
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July 6, 2017
 

How could you knocked down all my walls with a smile ???
How could you stole my heart with a few words and text messages ???
How could I never realized that your promises were going to be a lie ???
How could I don't stop before I give you everything ???
How could you let me steal so many smiles ???
How could you let me steal so many moments ??
How could I let myself steal 1 hour more sleep ???
How can you let me fall in love ???
How did I fall ???
How did I talk to you until midnight ???
How did I think of you ???
How did I suffer when you wrote to me and waited a minute to open it ???
How can I miss you so much ??
I wake up ..... because I forgot that in this world they break your heart .......

DAY OF TRUTH
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July 6, 2017
 

You don't know all my history ......
You don't know how many times I've cried .......
You don't know my tears ......
You do not know my face without the smile that I "always" have ......
You don't know how many times I've bitten my lip so I do not cry .....

Did you ever wonder why I was cold when you were late ???
Did you ever wondered why I asked you all those things about if you were going to forget me ???
Did you ever wonder why I cared so much for your answers and silences ???
How could you open my heart with just one look ???
It had a thousand walls and you collapsed it with just a smile, a word .....

I remember the first days we chatted ... with emojis that were raised from 1 to 2 and...

DAY OF TRUTH
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July 6, 2017
 

And now I see that you never really want me, and that all ur promises were fake, fuck I like you, steal...... And you already move on......

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DAY OF TRUTH
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July 4, 2017
 

I'm asking myself why did u block me...
I'm asking myself if u block me cuz u didn't want me to get hurt...
I'm asking myself if u block me cuz u didn't want to see me suffer........
I'm asking myself if u block me cuz u didn't want to suffer......
I'm asking myself if u block me cuz u are too suffering......

But the reality is
that u hate me..
That u think I'm annoying....
That u wish u didn't knew me.....
That u wish that u wouldn't text back the 1st day......
That u wish I didn't text u........

F*uck I miss u!!!!!!
F*uck I didn't tought I'll miss u so much!!!!!!!
FUCK I HATE YOU!!!!!!

But.......
I LOVE YOU.........

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CELEBRATING FREEDOM
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July 3, 2017
 

Do you know why I write to you until you want to kill me ???
Why would I give everything for one of your answer that is not I can not speak ??
For one text that says, I miss you, I wish you were here, or its sucks without you here ??
Why didn't you keep your promise to keep talking?

Dammit!! I miss you and I have cried every night and every time I think of you since I left !!! And you don't do anything !!! You only ignore me as if you didn't say once you would trust me your life !! As if one day we did not talk until falling asleep or until we had to go !!!!!
Because it seems that everyone was agreed to ignore me, to make it as if I never existed, what would you do if one day I wrote you tha...

CELEBRATING FREEDOM
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July 3, 2017
 

Sh*t, why I believed you ???
Sh*t, why I let myself be excited ???
Sh*t, I feel is my fault, right ??
Sh*t, why I'm  suffer for something that is not real ???
Sh*t, why I believed all your promises ???
Sh*t, why I believed all your words without meaning ???
Sh*t, why I fell in love with you ???
Sh*t, why him heart ??

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CELEBRATING TOGETHER
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July 2, 2017
 

It's difficult to love me.....

Since when I am interested in someone I will do everything possible so that it never ends ......
If I love you I'll stress you, and sometimes I  even want to kill you .....

I'll send you messages that almost don't matter .....
Well this is how I prove it ....

So if you're not up for it ....
Do not really worry at first ....
Just tell me straight that you will not care about me ....
That in a way you're just using me to entertain you, that you're not going to want me when you do not need me .....

Well, they taught me ........
To give everything or nothing ......
Black and white.....
Heads or tails.......

They did not teach me how to intermediate ...
In my di...

SPARKLES
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July 1, 2017
 

You blocked me....
I block you.....

Our story can end here .....
But I do not want to give up .....
I'll wait for you to miss me one day ......
That one day you don't stop writing me ......
And may your messages say that you wish I were by your side .....

I promise someday I'll come back ....

I can't say if it will be near or far .......
I can't say if you already open me or you forget me .......
I can't say if I will feel the same ......
I can't say if we are ever going to meet ........
But I can say that I will try everything .....

Because now it hurts to see your photos ... but they were some of my best moments .........

If in a few years I write you saying that you go to the place wh...

CELEBRATING TOGETHER
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June 30, 2017
 

Maybe our story is finished but always I'm gonna have hope in the us.

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SPARKLES
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June 29, 2017
 

U block me...
I block you....
Now our story is finished.....
I'm gonna miss u......
But this maybe is for good.......

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10TH ANNIVERSARY IPHONE
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June 27, 2017
 

I'm scared that one day I don't have a smile wen I'm reading one of your messages....
I'm scared that one day we say bye... But forever.........
I'm scared that one day you stop texting me forever.......
I'm scared that one day we text each other but saying " I hate you"........
I'm scared that one day we don't know more about the other..........
I'm scared that one day you just say of me, a girl a knew, but I never wanna see her again.....
I'm scared that one day I just don't wanna see massage, cuz before opening up I now its saying I hate you......
I'm scared that one day I don't  dream with ur smile.....
I'm scared that wanna day I just wanna give up, in the us, that's  not even real an us...

HARRY POTTER
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June 26, 2017
 

You don't know how much self-control I have right now, so I don't tell you I miss you ....
So I don't write you, if I can call you ....
So I don't write you that, I like you ....
So I don't write any excuse for us to talk ...
I have not been talking to you for 24 hours and I miss you already ...........
I already have my heart broken because you didn't try to stop me .....
Because you did not ask me to stay
Why my heart chose you????
Why not someone who had something to give ????
I'm going to miss you but if it's for me to talk to myself ....
To ask you to write me ....
There you are already losing me....
Yes i still like you.......
But I prefer to remain silent than to break my heart even mo...

SPARKLES
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June 25, 2017
 

I can't believe that my heart is so broken because of you ...
I can't believe I can't stop crying because of you ....
I can not believe you hate me ... well you know what ??? You will no longer see my messages again ......
and maybe it will be you  the one that I keep writing alone ....
the one that asks to pay attention to your messages ..... because I really don't know how it is That I fell for you ..... I always thought that after finishing something I wanted it to end well for the times shared, but now is that I know that it's about how it's  finish .... thanks for everything but I really do not want to know more  about you....
Or at least for a long time....

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SPARKLES
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June 25, 2017
 

I miss our lunch chats....
I miss the time were you could be seeing a movie and anyways we could continue chatting.....
I miss wen you responded my texts......
I miss u......
Maybe we didn't chat without a phone in the middle and that is why I thought that the things may continue the same....
Sorry if I did something wrong....
Sorry if I did something that it would be just better if I stop texting....
So thanks for all.....
But I'll stop texting because now is more suffer than a good thing......
So yeah......
I'll miss it.....
I'll miss you.....
But I know that probably you won't....
And that's what break my heart....

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TYPEWRITER DAY
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June 22, 2017
 

And in the end everyone ends up getting tired of me.

They no longer see a smile when they see my messages.

And the answer is lazy.

You will get to that point where you want to block me and not hear from me anymore ???

Or if you will stay by my side as you promised ....
This question that always surrounds my mind

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SPARKLES
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June 20, 2017
 

I'm looking like a fool but I started to miss them and to think that if their promises are still on .....

I have no way of saying the graces I want to give ....

For every detail every emotion they I feel.

Especially you crazy.

That sometimes I wanted to kill you and others to hug you and never let go.

Our moments in silence were relaxing and our conversations more crazy than if they heard us talking they would put us in the insane asylum.

Thanks for the butterflies ...

Thanks for the crazy ...

The texts...

The smiles....

And not get tired of me when you knew who I really am ....

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SELFIE DAY
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June 19, 2017
 

Every second pretending another smile ....
Every second stopping crying....
Every second thinking not to say that I miss u...
Every second to stop pulling the cell to write ....
Maybe what is my last letter ....
Before letting go
Or try not to forget every detail that was so important and giving everything to not let go ...

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HAPPY FATHER'S DAY
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June 18, 2017
 

I'm crying and I can not stop ...
One of the only things I think ??
If I'm going to keep in touch with you ...
Or if it is only a meaningless promise like all those that are in the world ....

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FIREWORKS
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June 18, 2017
 

The most important thing I learned these two months ??

Some people may not be your family but you can consider them as such by how they treat and want you.

Everything is possible even if it does not look like it.

And you can have mutual feelings towards a person and not want to try, because you think  first of what will happened.

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SPARKLES
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June 17, 2017
 

Today is my last day,
I already pack the suitcases,
I already said goodbye,
In front of you I didn't cry ...
Well I would have given a lot to see you  comfort me ......
But I with my old thoughts that crying is for weak or for those who show a lot ....
I long ago learned to hide my feelings .....
From when I want to cry, just smile harder until you can hide from the world ...
And what I wonder is if you're going to miss me ...
Or if you will forget me faster than the wind ....
I love you but I'm afraid
Afraid that you forget me ....
Or worse than you hate me ....

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FIREWORKS
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June 15, 2017
 

My daily question is that if you hate me and you only respond to me because of pity ......
And you sometimes  I think it would be much easier to block and do as if I never knew you ......
but sadly I am not even able to get you out of my mind .....

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SPARKLES
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June 13, 2017
 

They are missing the details,
Those who are so important, you don't answer me as before, and you don't say good night to me, and you leave me hours waiting for your answer ...
Do you still love me or do you think I was a passenger?
I know that today you will not be connected.
So I do not think to write but it hurts me not to see the message that comes to me it hurts to think that you hate me. Although it hurts and I don't think to write for the next few days, I would love if one day I  went through the mind and you decide to write me, it will hurt not to chat with you and not to see you smile, but I can't do much more to ask you Think of me and that if I turn by your thoughts you hug me very ...

SPARKLES
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June 11, 2017
 

Yesterday we texted until we couldn't text more..
After I  mark and you were playing your games, but you didn't  hang out,  you played me with me ......
But at the end when the call was cut I said good night and you did not answer ....
Is what I am getting illusions ??? Or maybe you feel the same for me and you're scared to getting hurt ????

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SPARKLES
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June 9, 2017
 

I hate you....

I hate you for making me fall

I hate you because I can't get up

I hate you because I'm out of breath when I see you

I hate you because you're slow to answer

I hate you because it's better than loving you

Because love hurts

It hurts as you can see that I suffer and you do nothing to stop it ....

Like when you can stay normal.

As if it were only a passing love

But I love you....

I love you to give me that smile that takes my breath away

I love you to give me that look that no one else can understand except of us

I love you when I see a message from you

But what if you we don't pass this transient love ??
If the seconds, the minutes, the hours, the days, the weeks,...

D-DAY
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