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November 16, 2017
 

Ya no se que creer,
Me dices que me amas,
Y que me quieres ver,
Pero me pregunto si es verdad,
Pero me pregunto a cuantas más se lo dirás,
Pero me pregunto si solo soy un juego para ti,
Pero me pregunto si soy algo serio para ti, o solo una de tus otras conquistas,
Pero me pregunto si crees en el nosotros,
Pero me pregunto si piensas en mi como yo pienso en ti,
Pero me pregunto si piensas en mi antes de dormir,
Pero me pregunto si te imaginas mis labios en los tuyos,
Pero me pregunto si no ves la hora de salir de clase para escribirme,
Pero me pregunto si solo ves la hora de volver a encontrarnos,

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NOVEL WRITING MONTH
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November 15, 2017
 

Voy a dejar de lado los celos, al fin y al cabo, el estará donde quiera estar, con quien quiera estar, si no es conmigo el tomo su decisión, si me engaña, deja ir muy bobamente a una persona que lo quiere......

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I LOVE WRITING DAY
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November 14, 2017
 

Quien correrá su tonto orgullo para pedir perdón?? Te aseguro que yo no seré.... bueno eso lo veremos.

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I LOVE WRITING DAY
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November 13, 2017
 

That boy who has been able to get me smiles, that has been able to get me out of my mind, that with his words and actions I fell in love, even though we are not side by side, makes me feel special whenever he cans, I've known him for little, but now I can’t imagine my life without him, my day without a message from him, one of those cheesy ones. That boy who is cheesy, who plays games, and who has made me want to kill him. I am not able to stay angry with him long time. I don’t know if we are going to last, I hope so, I don’t know if one day we will regret knowing each other, or if we rejoice, I don’t know if in a few years we will continue talking, I don’t know if we will continue speaking i...

I LOVE WRITING DAY
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September 24, 2017
 

I cant hold it anymore.......
I wanna cry until I don't have more tears....
I wanna scream until I have no more voice.....
I wanna tell the truth until I don't have more lies.....
I wanna go back up and have the wind in my face.......
I wanna ride until I can't hold up anymore........
I wanna dream until there is no reality.....
I wanna sleep until I know this is all a nightmare.......
I wanna brake the rules until there aren't more.......
I wanna live forever but wanna die.......
I just want this pain to get over....
I just want to be the happy girl I was yesterday.........

And all this isn't for you........,
And all this is for those who brought out a smile in my face even when I was out o...

NATIONAL DIARY DAY
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September 2, 2017
 

Today.....
Today I felt like throwing all the photos we had ......
Today I felt like erasing all our conversations .......
Today.....
Today I wanted to shout at the 4 winds that I do not care anymore ......
Today I realized that I still care .....
Today I wanted to erase you from my mind ....
Today I wanted to curse because I met you .......
BUT
As I started to drop the photos we had, I remember the stories they had behind ......
As I began to erase our conversations, I remember what they made me feel ......
As I began to shout at the 4 winds that I do not care anymore, I remember your smile ......
While I realized that I still care, I fell on my face in another illusion .......
While I was t...

SPARKLES
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September 1, 2017
 

I give up!!!!
I give up I don't want any more feelings ......
I give up I don't want more illusions .....
I give up I don't want to create more stories as I know that will not happen .....
I give up I don't want any more butterflies in my stomach, since I know they will only be on my part ......
I give up I don't want any more silly smiles ......
I give up I don't want any more silly feelings ......
I give up, if you see me on the street I will be with my head down ...
I give up, I already have people who are not fake by my side ......
I give up, I want to stop the tears ......
I give up, I don't want more nonsense feelings ......
I give up if I'll try not to look you in the face .......
I gi...

SPARKLES
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August 15, 2017
 

If you ask me.....
I'm lying to myself.......
I know you will not ask .....
I know you're just in my memory now ......
That even if I beg you, you will not answer .......
That now nothing is as before ......
Even if I came back ......
Now you will not say a word .....
U will not even give me a smile
Why fool me ???
Shit I promised myself .....
I promised myself I would not keep thinking about you .....
I promised myself I would not write to you anymore ......
I promised myself that none of my thoughts would be for you .......
I promised myself so much
I still wonder if your so many promises were real ......
I still wonder if that what you told me that day was real ......
I still wonder if you...

SPARKLES
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August 13, 2017
 

I wrote you today
To close the chapter .....
Or flip the page where I met you ......
You already turned it a long time ......
Or at least that was what you made me think ....
Today I wrote you with my heart in hand .....
Leaving nothing behind
I wrote you all my worries .....
Everything I once thought .......

I wrote you thinking that maybe you would answer ......
I wrote you knowing you will not do it .......
I wrote you doubting it more than a thousand times when I sent it .........

I wrote you.......
Not to back down ....
So thanks.......
For supporting me......
For making me laugh.......
For writing me just what I need ........
For promising me what I needed ......

I really hoped you f...

SPARKLES
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August 9, 2017
 

I dreamed about you
I dreamed that I was still there ........
I dreamed that you were still talking to me ........
Will it mean something ??????
Will it mean that you miss me ????
It will mean that you think of me ??????
OR........
It will mean that you hate me ?????
It will mean that you do not want to see me again ????
Does it mean that you want to stand in my way?
Shit, I still miss you .......
Shit, I still wish we could see each other again ........
Shit how much I bet that if we meet again you wouldn't hesitate to tell me more than 1000 f words ..........
Shit how much we bet you hate me ....
It is not like this ??
Shit, I still miss you ....
Shit, I wonder how many times I have appeare...

GERALD R. FORD
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August 4, 2017
 

When I saw you for the first time
I thought you were a more than a superficial boy ......
I thought you didn't care about anything .....
I thought that the only thing that really got into your heart was your music ........
And that you had no feelings .........
But I got to know you ......
I got to chat with you until midnight.......
I joke beside you........
I got to know what you like ......
And I didn't feel afraid to be myself by your side ......
I got to know that moment when you liked something and you weren't going to give up ......
I get to see your wild side, and not the one you show next to your friends ........
I get to see that child that is hiding inside .......
Get to know you ....

SPARKLING STAR
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August 3, 2017
 

Let me tell you 2 words .....
Let me say sorry
That everything be as before
I know I was wrong
And that if I had made different decisions I was not writing this with my heart in hand ......
Not suffering because you aren't my friend ....
If for reasons of life you read this .....
I want to apologize to you
Maybe we talk from time to time,
like the nonsense we talked about until midnight ..
Let me tell you I miss you .....

And although more than I want and maybe you ......
The only way we will see each other is far away ....
Maybe in a few years when you learn my language and want to come ....
Or when for reasons of life in more than 6 years I end up where the wind takes you .....
Excuse me,...

CELEBRATING TOGETHER
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July 31, 2017
 

I wrote you, maybe later to repent ....
And to say that you were the one that failed ........
But you kept your promise.......
You answered me.......
We talk, if you can call it that way ........
We just chatted to be exact 10 words .....
But you fulfilled, you can't talk to me again, well chat .......
And equally what I want is to pass .....
If you ask me........
I will die if you read this ......
Well I'm about to confess things that I don't even want to do ...
I'm afraid you hate me....
I'm afraid you'd only write me for regret. But you do not know how many times I thought about it .......
I was scared to think of one day not chatting with you, one day I didn't see you smile, now look, for...

WORLD WIDE WEB
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July 27, 2017
 

Dammit!!
Why am I like this ?? Whenever I get a notification I think it's yours, whenever I dream I hope to do it with you, whenever I write you come to my head.
We were not anything, we may never be something but I really like you.
Know I'm thinking to write you, already have stop me 5 times.....
I'm scared that you don't replay back...

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STARS
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July 25, 2017
 

You don't know how much I want to write to you ......
You don't know how much you deceived me when trying to ....
You don't know how many times I had to stop myself from writing you ..... ,,,
You don't know how much I miss chatting with you......
My pillow had already become accustomed to stop dreaming about you ......
My pillow had already become accustomed to tears until I fell asleep .......
My pillow had already become accustomed to not hear you in my dreams .......
My pillow had already become accustomed to not thinking about writing you or not ........
My head is already accustomed to blame me for everything .......
Sorry......
But really why you give me illusions ????
Sometimes I prefe...

ONE VOICE DAY
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July 17, 2017
 

I have to keep moving forward ....
I have to remember what we live, without pain but with tenderness .....
I have to pretend that nothing happen .....
I have to never give up ....
I have to accept my mistakes..
I have to apologize even if you don't want me to ....
But above all, stop suffering for you .....
And to know that tomorrow and maybe never there will never be a US .....

SPARKLES
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July 16, 2017
 

Chatting with friends.....
And thinking what you would write if it were you on the other side .....
Dreaming that you write me back .....
Dreaming that you still care.....
Dreaming that you forgive me ......
But for dreaming these things I woke up to check my phone and realized there was nothing from you ......
Forcing myself to enter into the reality that I never passed through your mind ......
Forcing me to understand that you didn't feel anything for me .......
Forcing me to know that you never named me in front of your friends ......
Heart why him ???
Heart why not another one ???
Heart why you let me fall ????
Heart why are we suffer if we know that this was going to happen ???

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ORIGINAL
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July 14, 2017
 

In the end I realized that I couldn't do much,
besides wondering and wishing that we meet again.
To beg forgiveness.
To be able to start over, to take another chance and make different decisions.
You do not know......
And you'll never know.
Because we no longer speak.
And I'm more than sure you do not take the time to read what I write here.
I'm more than sure you do not care what I think anymore.
And maybe it never was.
You do not know how much......
You'll never know this either.
But if you happen to read it let me tell you:
Sorry.
I still miss you
If you forget me I'll remember you.
And please give me another chance......

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SPARKLES
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July 12, 2017
 

You do not know how much I would give so you write again, and now even if I could  write you I wouldn't because now I think that from the beginning I bothered you, that you hoped I did not write to you one day, so I could get out of your thoughts. I realized that everything was maybe my fault, missing you, not wanting to forget you, writing you, asking you not to ignore me, maybe even loving you, my plan was not to be like I am today, everything reminds me of You, anywhere reminds me of a moment with you, a story, maybe if I made different decisions today I was not like that, if I were not betrayed by my heart that day I met you, but what can I say ?? I knew you in your moment, that I call mo...

SIMPLICITY DAY
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July 10, 2017
 

I still miss you.....
I still think about you .....
Still hurts...
I still regret it .....
I still want you to text me .....
I still want more time by your side ....
I can still imagine what you're going to say when I tell you I'm going back ......
I still imagine something with you .....
I still dream that you like me ....
I still dream that you miss me ....
I still dream a message of yours ...
I still feel something for you......
I still....
I still.....
I still....
I still like you.....

And you should have forgotten and left me in the past ..

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SIMPLICITY DAY
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July 6, 2017
 

How could you knocked down all my walls with a smile ???
How could you stole my heart with a few words and text messages ???
How could I never realized that your promises were going to be a lie ???
How could I don't stop before I give you everything ???
How could you let me steal so many smiles ???
How could you let me steal so many moments ??
How could I let myself steal 1 hour more sleep ???
How can you let me fall in love ???
How did I fall ???
How did I talk to you until midnight ???
How did I think of you ???
How did I suffer when you wrote to me and waited a minute to open it ???
How can I miss you so much ??
I wake up ..... because I forgot that in this world they break your heart .......

DAY OF TRUTH
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July 6, 2017
 

You don't know all my history ......
You don't know how many times I've cried .......
You don't know my tears ......
You do not know my face without the smile that I "always" have ......
You don't know how many times I've bitten my lip so I do not cry .....

Did you ever wonder why I was cold when you were late ???
Did you ever wondered why I asked you all those things about if you were going to forget me ???
Did you ever wonder why I cared so much for your answers and silences ???
How could you open my heart with just one look ???
It had a thousand walls and you collapsed it with just a smile, a word .....

I remember the first days we chatted ... with emojis that were raised from 1 to 2 and...

DAY OF TRUTH
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July 6, 2017
 

And now I see that you never really want me, and that all ur promises were fake, fuck I like you, steal...... And you already move on......

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DAY OF TRUTH
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July 4, 2017
 

I'm asking myself why did u block me...
I'm asking myself if u block me cuz u didn't want me to get hurt...
I'm asking myself if u block me cuz u didn't want to see me suffer........
I'm asking myself if u block me cuz u didn't want to suffer......
I'm asking myself if u block me cuz u are too suffering......

But the reality is
that u hate me..
That u think I'm annoying....
That u wish u didn't knew me.....
That u wish that u wouldn't text back the 1st day......
That u wish I didn't text u........

F*uck I miss u!!!!!!
F*uck I didn't tought I'll miss u so much!!!!!!!
FUCK I HATE YOU!!!!!!

But.......
I LOVE YOU.........

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CELEBRATING FREEDOM
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July 3, 2017
 

Do you know why I write to you until you want to kill me ???
Why would I give everything for one of your answer that is not I can not speak ??
For one text that says, I miss you, I wish you were here, or its sucks without you here ??
Why didn't you keep your promise to keep talking?

Dammit!! I miss you and I have cried every night and every time I think of you since I left !!! And you don't do anything !!! You only ignore me as if you didn't say once you would trust me your life !! As if one day we did not talk until falling asleep or until we had to go !!!!!
Because it seems that everyone was agreed to ignore me, to make it as if I never existed, what would you do if one day I wrote you tha...

CELEBRATING FREEDOM
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July 3, 2017
 

Sh*t, why I believed you ???
Sh*t, why I let myself be excited ???
Sh*t, I feel is my fault, right ??
Sh*t, why I'm  suffer for something that is not real ???
Sh*t, why I believed all your promises ???
Sh*t, why I believed all your words without meaning ???
Sh*t, why I fell in love with you ???
Sh*t, why him heart ??

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CELEBRATING TOGETHER
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July 2, 2017
 

It's difficult to love me.....

Since when I am interested in someone I will do everything possible so that it never ends ......
If I love you I'll stress you, and sometimes I  even want to kill you .....

I'll send you messages that almost don't matter .....
Well this is how I prove it ....

So if you're not up for it ....
Do not really worry at first ....
Just tell me straight that you will not care about me ....
That in a way you're just using me to entertain you, that you're not going to want me when you do not need me .....

Well, they taught me ........
To give everything or nothing ......
Black and white.....
Heads or tails.......

They did not teach me how to intermediate ...
In my di...

SPARKLES
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July 1, 2017
 

You blocked me....
I block you.....

Our story can end here .....
But I do not want to give up .....
I'll wait for you to miss me one day ......
That one day you don't stop writing me ......
And may your messages say that you wish I were by your side .....

I promise someday I'll come back ....

I can't say if it will be near or far .......
I can't say if you already open me or you forget me .......
I can't say if I will feel the same ......
I can't say if we are ever going to meet ........
But I can say that I will try everything .....

Because now it hurts to see your photos ... but they were some of my best moments .........

If in a few years I write you saying that you go to the place wh...

CELEBRATING TOGETHER
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June 30, 2017
 

Maybe our story is finished but always I'm gonna have hope in the us.

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SPARKLES
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June 29, 2017
 

U block me...
I block you....
Now our story is finished.....
I'm gonna miss u......
But this maybe is for good.......

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10TH ANNIVERSARY IPHONE
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