Tiffany MonaLisa ...
|Learning To Live My Truth One Stumble At A Time✨ I’m not a Poet, I’m a Storyteller, and this is my Testimony|
This treacherous heart of mine, it betrays me every time...Just to see your face cause it to race...It seems to faint at the thought of your name...When will it learn to just be still, to stay out of sight and try to heal...Yet every time you grace us with your presence she rise again hoping for your affections...And as you turn to walk away I’m the one that’s tasked with keeping her in her place...
~ Collateral Beauty~
You’re like a breath of fresh air after being confined for so long...I’m not sure why you’re here or for how long, but you make my days just a little bit brighter☺️🦋
I always feel I’m different and don’t quite fit, even when I’m surrounded by my friends and we’re having a great time, I feel like something is missing and that I’m just playing along in a life that doesn’t belong to me...
Everything on the outside is vulnerable to deception...Discernment comes from within...
Chaos gives light form, illumination gives darkness meaning...
My head is filled with ruins
Most of them are built with you
Now the dust no longer moves
Don’t disturb the ghost of you
They are empty, they are worn
Tell me what we built this for
On my way to somethin' more
You’re that one I can’t ignore
I’m gonna miss you
I still care
Sometimes I wish we never built this palace
But real love is never a waste of time
Yeah, I know just what you’re sayin'
And I regret ever complainin'
About this heart and all its breakin'
It was beauty we were makin',
And I know we’ll both move on
You’ll forgive what I did wrong
They will love the better you But I still own the ghost of you
I’m gonna miss you
I'm still there
Sometimes I wish we never built this palace
I’m a firm believer that all life lessons don’t have to be hard...They become hard and painful the more we refuse to listen...Then you find yourself in repeating patterns with different faces, expecting different results...But what do I know🤷🏽♀️
Wow.....That was intense...Energy is a powerful thing, even from miles away.....
All it takes is well placed flattery to capture the soul of the weak...I am more than your pretty words can describe...I am a melting pot of all things beautiful and ugly...And even then you must dive deeper, your words will only go so far....
I feel a shift coming...The power you thought you had is no more...You hear my drums beating the rhythm of the end...To the chains that has kept me bond I revoke thee, you too shall fall away...Do you feel my fury...I rise from the ashes while Hell dances at my feet...Reborn...Untouched...I wrap myself in your fading love as the silkiest garment ever worn...I cradle my feet with your lies and deceit...Upon my head lies the finest of crowns for I have fought my battles and I have won...I stand strong in all my glory...Watch the Sun kiss my skin, as every spot of ash fades away...So Radiate...You see the Wind playing with my wings of red and gold, she missed me...The Ground itself embraces my ...
Dear Tiffany MonaLisa Clark,
Your writings are like a roller coaster. And I am loving the ride. Gets wild at times but that is the fun of a rollercoaster. Beautiful fridge. Keep coming back here
Going to sleep has become the highlight of my days, because I know there your soul waits for me, unguarded...It embraces me and I It...We reunite without fear from our egos...You see the colors my Love...The beautiful colors we make as we intertwine and swirl around each other, becoming each other...HOME...Our secret place...And as we travel to distant lands, marveling at the beauty before us, it is in your eyes that I see the universe...The cipher to our beginning...We are INFINITE
The tendency to see an entire figure even though the picture of it is incomplete, based primarily on the viewer's past experience...Completeness?
Many seek this, including myself...But what purpose does it actually serve...
Will you feel better knowing that you have never been the only one, or that they have felt the same feelings for another on the same level that they claimed was ever only felt with you...
Will you feel better knowing that even if you did everything right, it would’ve always been wrong, that the attention they crave will always be the chase they will never catch, thus keeping the thrill of the chase...
Would it matter if they told you “It’s Me, Not You...” That ...
LETTER TO SELF:
The mind is a filter, we see what helps us, it helps us deal with reality...We see what makes us feel comfortable...And instead of dealing with the things that makes us uncomfortable, we avoid it...Once you take responsibility 💯 for your internal condition, you free yourself...Whenever you neglect disowned aspects of yourself they grow, larger than your negative thoughts...Realize that you can’t keep running away, you have to face it head on...Let love guide you, not fear...You have a choice...Stop overthinking, let go of who you think you are...Your mind will tell you what you want to hear, it doesn’t make it true...The mind(ego) doesn’t care about how you feel, it only want...
I look at the only picture that’s left of you and I talk to you in ways that I have never been allowed to...I say all the things I will never get the chance to, and in this dialogue you say all the things that you meant to...No more walls, fear, or ego...Just the peace that comes from letting go...And for once I believe you...
One ladybug turned into 8 and counting, more keeps showing up...I guess I really need the comfort and peace they bring...Thank you my angels and guides...I feel you🐞😔🙏🏾✨
In the mist of my sadness, knowing I most go on without you I spot a 🐞...The first thing I think is why are you here in this cold...Then I remember what the ladybug symbolizes...And I stop and kneel down to her, and I whisper, Let them know I will always love them because my spiritual heart will never forget...But for now I will dance, I will sing, I will let go, and give it all to the call of the unknown...All fears, all tears, I give it all away...All good stories have their ups and downs, and I have to find my way through...I won’t be afraid...Until next time my love😘
When you have no more tears to cry, when you’ve been hurt enough, there’s nothing left but to move on😔
I CAN DO THIS...
I CAN DO THIS...
I CAN DO THIS...
I CAN DO THIS...🚶🏽♀️👣👣👣
I dreamt you were here, and even in my dreams I had to question your presence...And right after I questioned and rationalized why you couldn’t possibly be here, I opened my eyes...Divine Message?
"Death asked life, why does everyone love you but they hate me?
Life replied, because you are a painful truth while I am a beautiful lie."
It rained last night, and washed away everything but me...Now the sun is out and the birds are singing...A new start, a new day to change, something, yet I hide in my sadness while also trying to escape, sanity...Locked in this room with all my thoughts and feelings, watching my life on repeat, wishing I could redo that ending...Trying to spot the time that I may have caused someone this much pain, asking Karma is this it, am I to blame, probably...Then I start digging...Digging so deep trying to find her...Her name is Strength, and somehow I’ve lost her...Ran into an old pal of mine tho, Anger...Revenge was also there, smiling while she lingered...Denial was hav...
I was just told I’m a negative presence in their life, that I always held them back...That’s the most tragic and hurtful thing anyone has ever said to me😔💔
You don’t think it would be easier for me to accept someone who flatter’s me with pretty words and encouragements...Instead of holding on to someone who says they’re trying to find themselves on their own by getting lost in another? I’ve done that before and what was the outcome? I stand by my truth, even when it hurts...What is yours...
A LOVE FORGOTTEN
How can someone make you feel that love was reborn, when just months ago you were saying you were still “in-love”...At least that’s what your messages say, but I guess that’s easy to forget when I say the wrong thing...How can you see her soul, when you couldn’t even get past taking off her clothes....In her eyes you see the good in you, but is it possible you’re only seeing what you want to, after all it’s not just you....How can someone invoke such strong feelings, when after your time is up she goes back to pretending...How can you fall for someone who goes home to someone else...Stolen moments is all you get, never fully giving herself...How can you even get h...
I can see the thirst in your eyes
Even as you try to deny
The facade, a place you choose to hide behind
But in those eyes, oh those eyes
Promising untold pleasures and blissful highs
I can feel the itching in your finger tips
Looking for a reason just to touch, to coexist
Attracted by a force, unseeable, but strong
Sending shivers up my spine as you
That sudden rush of heat that spreads low then high
Flushed now, no amount of cold air will do
My poker face won't last
Insides contracting, so intense I gasped
My needs and wants has started to mingle
Awakening something carnal and oh so sinful
Your kiss, a kiss that made me burn
So greedy, so jealous, devo...
I, with a deeper instinct, choose a person who compels my strength, who makes enormous demands on me, who does not doubt my courage or my toughness, who does not believe me naive or innocent, who has the courage to treat me like a woman.
I look at you and think...
I can't live without you
You're the person of my dreams
Of course I know I can, but I must give my heart room to tell it as it seems
Romance must have a language fit for feeling
More than fits between the earth and sky
For love there cannot be a floor nor ceiling
My love goes down too deep and flies too high
So when I say I cannot live without you
Know I can't imagine so much pain
When I claim to always dream about you
Well, know the moon is happy once again
Cause we dance on stars with no end
And though the sun reveals cold truths for all to see
I light my love with sweet poetry
What's the point of forming an alliance and sharing pieces of oneself and one's emotion that can only be used as arsenal?