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What I had to do
There was something other than making money
Where I had to go
There was some kind of dream for me too
Dreams just become baggage now
My only hope is to just leave it behind and run
Rushing myself to take just one more step
But when I looked up, I’m right in front of a cliff
I look back and all these expectations are lined up behind me
It pretends to support me but it’s pushing my back
I wanted to place a comma in my heart some time
As I look at the cloudy sky
I thought, I used to have dreams at one point
Tonight is another sleepless night.
I have a long way to go
But there are no taxis
And it feels like it’s gonna rain
The weight of today on top of my sagging shoulders
I wanna put it down for a moment
Home is far away
"Respecting requests, rules and privacy is a universal law. You break the basic etiquette 101, you're seriously flawed. "
Time is too slow for those who wait,
Too swift for those who fear,
Too long for those who grieve,
Too short for those who rejoice,
But for those who love, time is
- By Henry Van Dyke -
I really want to talk to someone about my thoughts and feelings but I can’t. Because i have no one to talk to and even though i have. They will never take it serious. They will make fun of me whenever i tell them abt it.
"Depression is living in a body that fights to survive, with a mind that tries to die."
I have alot of thoughts on my mind. Abt my family,work, my achievement this year and alot more. I have alot to say but i always keep it to myself. I'm just afraid tht i will hurt other people if i said it out loud. I guess i have low self-esteem. Even sometime im right, i ddnt answers back bcs i doubt myself. I have no idea wht should i do at time like tht.
Its early december, not the time for holiday yet. But i feel tht i really need a time off frm work. It's not bcs i hate my job but its bcs of one project tht have alot of problem since the beginning. My head feel like going to explode at anytime. I don't think it the best way to end 2017.
i wanted to write down exactly how i felt, but somehow the paper stayed e m p t y and i could not have described it any better.
Maybe it's not always about trying to fix something broken. Maybe it's about starting over and creating something better. 🙂
We don’t know if our time right now seems like much of anything. Everything we have might be nothing and trivial, but as a great poet once said, ‘The most magnificent poem hasn’t been written yet; the most beautiful song hasn’t been sung yet; our best days are the ones we haven’t lived yet.’ So that’s why the present and everything we do is precious. We still have our best hit coming.”
22 years ago today, i'm born to this world. For otber people it might be their special day when its their birthday. But for me, it just another day like other day. It supposed to be an happy day for me but when im realize tht my mom is far frm me and my late dad. Without them It make me sad and didn't feel to celebrate it. I do 't need present or wish, i just wnt them to be here with me. ☺️
'' Its not about how hard you can hit; but it's about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward. '' - Rocky Balboa -
Do the good you can,
Using all the mean you can,
In all the ways yoy can,
For all the people you can,
For as long as you can. ☺️
Life is a wonderful journey, no one knows what will happen in the future.
We have to go ahead of the moon and stars,
We have to reach beyond the skies.
This world will be left behind, who knows what the future is..?
I don't know where I stand with you, nor do I know what I mean to you. All I know is that every time I think of you, I want to be with you.
You'll never reach perfection because there's always room for improvement. Yet get along the way to perfection, you'll learn to get better.
Even if you think you're doing well and have it all figured out, there is a voice you will always inevitably hear at some point which nags at you and says "but wait..." Don't ever dismiss it, listen to what it has to say. Life will never be close enough to perfect, and listening to that voice means stepping outside of yourself and considering your own wrongdoings and flaws.
I meet an single mom this morning, She looking sad and ask me for help. She said her father just passed away and she got no money to buy bus ticket to go back to her hometown. I don't knw why i gave her money, its not like i knw her. Whether she really need help or just try to scam me its on her. I alr do wht i can to help her with. God bless her and her family.
I keep dreaming of a girl who wasn't even mine. It make me think, should i approach her first or just keep on watch her from far away?
Ps/ im not a stalker /😊
Lonely is not a feeling when you are alone.
Lonely is a feeling when no one cares.
Is it possible to fall in love with stranger? Saw her everyday but i don't even know her name. Feeling happy each time i saw her . Is this what love is?
I thought of you today,
but that is nothing new.
I thought of you yesterday
and days before that too.
I think of you in silence,
I often speak your name.
All I have are memories and your picture in frame.
Your memory is a keepsake
from which i'll never part.
God has you in his arms,
I have you in my heart.
One year ago today,
Time flies i still can't believe that you're gone. How i really wish there are visiting time i heaven so that i can visit you and talk to you. I miss the old days, i really miss you dad.
"Failure is the MOTHER of success.
The number of times rejected doesn't matter, to see things through you must never give up. "
Start my friday morning with big smile on my face.
One of the most painful goodbye is when you know that the next time you meet, the hello won't be the same.