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United States
Believing in something beautiful and real.
April 21, 2020
College Station, United States

Heart on a spindle twisting the strings around. Bleeding down the needle, dripping to the ground.
Merry go round and round and round. Burry my repetition far beneath this ground.
Heart on a voyage to find some peace anchoring always on a savage beast
The empty, the hurt, the life sucking saints. The desperate pretenders with fairytale paints.
Spin my heart around your tail then joust the tip into my inevitable fail.
Tight ropes, balance beams, eggs shells tiptoeing. The pain, frustration, failure not showing.
Tears of surrender, weeping defeat. Just hold me close under this sheet.

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SIMPLICITY DAY
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February 6, 2020
College Station, United States

I am an empath
Weak and strong
Unwilling to feel your everything
Yet not capable of withdrawal
Fuck you you stupid fuck
For making me feel dumb
For feeling everything as something
Deliberating and yet exhilarating
This is my greatestest weakness
not being numb

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JUST LOVE
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February 2, 2020
College Station, United States

A shadow slowly fading into the dark night
An amber grown cold, no fire to light
Passion put on the list “to-do”
Loyalty second to what moves you
Love is circling the drain
Patience is fading, pride reign
Dreams turn into rude awakenings in the dawn
The nightmare stays when the moon is gone
Feeling the  complete aloneness is nothing new
But it feels like the end coming from you
Love is circling the drain
Patience is fading, pride reign
Forfeiting hopes, relinquishing my dreams
My body, my service is all this house needs
Stepford wife with out the ring
I adjusting always to how you think
Love is circling the drain
Patience is fading, pride reign
Puppet master move my soul
Teach me how to p...

JUST LOVE
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January 13, 2020
College Station, United States

Exhausted
Tired
The same battle
Another day
Empty
Void
The same feeling
Another day
Blind
Stupid
Another robbery of trust
The same fool
Obsolete
Bones
Not worthy of genuine love
Never first choice
Broken
Unlovable
Accepting the reality of my path
A journey alone or obsolete
Done
Nothing.

A HAPPY NEW YEAR
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December 4, 2019
College Station, United States

Arise Men

Desperate for your step. For your leadership to move forward.
Tired of leading. Standing up and being the change.
Men were meant to lead. Created to let their integrity be the foothold for their families.
Women were meant to support. Created to offer soft perspective and loyal support.
Arise men! Take your place at the head of the table and be the anchor.  Create an atmosphere that women can be women. Your partner, support, compassion. Build a safe place where women can be strong yet soft, leaders yet trusting followers of your word. Create an atmosphere of unity, of teammates.
Return to us as the men you were created to be. The men that stood as strong and tender. Protection a...

SUPPORT AND SAVE US!
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November 29, 2019
Lincoln, United States

The sun peaks out from behind the drizzling clouds and the humid air blows my hair through the cracked window of his truck. Silently sitting in a crowded space my lips are sealed but my mind races and my heart sits on the ledge of giving up. So many words needing to be said but you fill the thick air with wasted breath and one sided conversations that lack value, depth, or point. I look and nod or whisper something agreeable while wondering why you try so hard to avoid the reality that my heart is no where near this seat next to you. You left it back with the respect you neglected me, back with the women you choose before me, back with the other things you want around but care little to value...

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November 28, 2019
 

Living Up To Porn

In an inkling of a second all the care and confidence you restored in her; you had made her feel like the most beautiful, loved woman in the world until her security melted down around her and a painful memory awoke

She’s not good enough.

It just took one glance at the image on your screen; the flawless curves; untamed and passionless sexuality, which sadly explained why you never made love to her even in the sweet moments at night; that glance shackled her spirit as her insecurities arose

She’s not enough for you.

“I promise” flew out your mouth as you commanded her to believe your lies without a breath of remorse or reassuring her heart. Defending your selfish affair...

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May 27, 2019
College Station, United States

Hello old friend, we dance again under the tirelessly played out sky. I can already tell you how this goes beginning with my breaking heart. I’ll tell you my woes though you already know and you’ll whisper to be strong. You’ll attempt to cast a soft light on maybe there is hope and I will try to convince my head that 2 can play that game. The promise of another day you’ll shine on my irony and cause me to rethink the familiar pain that is my heart knowing your lies will win. Go ahead and spin me around your romantic tale, go ahead and lead me down a path I always fail. Hello old pal, you knew I would return. With my shoulders bowed and my heart at war you knew I’d be back. Whisper to me the s...

ENJOY THE LITTLE THINGS
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May 25, 2019
 

Whispers in my ear and thoughts put in my head
Sometimes I wish I was not here, wishing I was just dead. My mommy pulls me closer away from daddy’s heart, daddy reaches out for me scared I’ll tear apart. Daddy please stop telling me my mommy is so bad, i know you don’t like her but that really makes me sad.  I don’t want to hurt you, daddy, but she says you’re a fool, I don’t want to hurt you mommy but please stop using me as a tool . Why can’t I love both, both of you the same? Don’t you know I’m the loser, I lose in yall’s jealousy game? I know you guys want me to just pick a side. You told me you love me but must have told a lied. Mommy, don’t you love me and want me to be strong? Daddy do...

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May 24, 2019
 

Instincts

I see you, I feel you, I do not believe you
I hear you, I taste you, I don’t fall to you
Your lips tip toe around the bubbling lava of truth that smothers out your chance to live and your eyes throw sparks toward my heart dwindling away in the smoke. I haven’t time or will or desire to crawl on the floor beneath the suffocation of your wounded pride or desperate fear to be the best. The closer I get the more I fear the pain in your heart and the hate in your eyes. Your words spell out the love I want and need and thought I had until I looked in your burning soul and felt your hands reaching out only to fill my body full of
your insecurities like too many I have allowed to do befo...

WHITE CLOCK
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January 4, 2019
 

Special people make people feel special and forget their woes and pain.
Radiant eyes and contagious grins shifting our atmosphere leaving us to gain
Shine on us from lands above, sweet simple man, smile down on us.
Memories of jubilee dance in my mind remembering the songs that captured our souls and feeling the rhythm when spirits collided during our sweet melody
Shine on us from lands above, sweet simple man, smile down on us.
A MVP of men and every league, your leadership and passion captivate me. Always present in the moments that count, cheering us on or wiping our tears, my world was brighter with you on my team.
Shine on us from lands above, sweet simple man,  smile down on us.
At ni...

ENJOY THE LITTLE THINGS
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September 23, 2016
 

Taunting my determination , pursuing my defeat
Why does my smile cultivate indignation?
When I lay my purpose aside to the deafening chants of my failures and fall to my bruised knees in broken despair why do you pound your  tongues around my inadequacies and gloat in a victory dance. Do you wish only to see me fail? When I gasp a breath of renewal and pull myself out of the pit of self demolition, once again finding strength to fight loose of my inner demons why do you chain my mistakes around my neck and stake me to the ground? What about my obstinate spirit that despite the army against me both in my own mind and in your eyes makes you turn green with disgust? When a smile extends across ...

THE EDISON BULB
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August 1, 2018
 

My kryptonite

My mind is lost in a dysfunctional world
Spinning and stirring it never stops
Where is the broom, how much does it cost
When did I last eat, am I failing them
Why does she hate me, why doesn’t he choose me, am I perfect enough
You step in like cool breeze on a blazing hot day
With your eye full of love and lust
Your mouth trembling with guilt while pressed on mine
Your tongue licking up the drizzling pain my heart leaks
You’re my kryptonite dressed as my hero
Softly soothing my wounds while ripping open my scars
My heart strings hang from my spirit cut by the curse of an empaths walk
Constantly breaking for another’s pain
Wounded by desperation and shackled with guilt.
My h...

SAY HELLO TO SUMMER
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July 25, 2018
College Station, United States

When I think of you and I and what we represent
When I try to put words or things to our love
I do not see things cuddly and sweet
I don’t think of puppies licking and kittens pouncing
No rainbows or spring showers dance in my mind
Or flowers and strolls on then beach in the moon light.
Baby we are hotter than they hell fire that stirs at our feet
We are not sweet like sugar or fragile like hearts
unknowing of pure brokenness
We are not bound by silks soft caress or tender touches before we kiss
We aren’t delicate or naive or pleasing for the eye to see
Baby, We are fire on a hill side both beautiful and wild
We are thunderstorms and lighting crashing into the dark sea
We are wild horses...

GOLD
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July 9, 2018
 

Your fingers dance on my skin to the chorus of an old country song that leaves you wanting to be loved but hanging from a noose. The way you gaze into my eyes like you want to devour my soul and lick my spine from the bottom of my shallow desires to the top of my pride makes me melt like the last icicle hanging from the rickety railing on my vintage heart. Your words seep into my spirit covering the devastating reality with poetically mesmerizing verses covered in fear drenched tears flowing from your eyes. The way you pull me in with your need for my uncompromisable love, enchanted by my unconventional display of affection and falsified strength makes me fall around your finger like a silk s...

GOLD
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July 7, 2018
 

The waves keep crashing onto me smothering me with their force.
There has been a storm over my head for way too long
Constantly banging and crashing and crushing everything dear to me
I can’t catch my breath when there are no breaks between
Just take me! Sweep me out to sea
This steady downpour is slowly killing me.

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GOLD
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June 29, 2018
 

I can’t let go without breaking inside but, for you I will.
My dream of walking to you on a bed of pedals visits me at night but, now drowns in the tears I have cried. They drift into the arid ground of hopes gone dead and cursed fairytales. Escorted by my heart that I will never feel again because all it does is ache for you. Like a birthday wish come true you opened my gift I had tucked away for only you. And as life has its ugly misfortune you returned my offering into my broken hands. Goodbye my sweet fairytale man. Goodbye to my heart I won’t take with me. Farewell to all the hope that i had. So long to my forever that has always been damned.

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GOLD
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June 13, 2018
 

Even though I took bullets for you
I had never felt more alive

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GOLD
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June 13, 2018
College Station, United States

Why when you go missing
My heart goes desperate for you.
Why when you don’t think of me
My mind races thoughts of you.
Why when you sleep so peaceful
I am awake frantic for you.
Why do you torture my devotion
When all I want is love from you.

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WHITE CLOCK
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June 13, 2018
College Station, United States

Shackles hold me in this house
Chained by fear and doubt
To leave the place I feel safe
By walking into hell
Look me up, looking me down
howling all around
Panting, foaming at the mouth
Not a boundary to be found
Whisper my name through your teeth
Looking down your nose
Drive a  stake into the ground
Tie me in defeat
Throw stones at my brokenness
Light my flesh on fire
Taunting me with your judgment
Curse my legacy sour
melting in anxiety
Crying for sanctuary
I cannot seem to get out
Let me slip back into bed
Where I am safe here bound
Dreaming of outside my prison
Feeling free to be me
No one sees me no one cares
I just stroll about
Let me stay anchored in my fear
I’ll not shed...

STARS CAN'T SHINE WITHOUT DARKNESS
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June 12, 2018
 

Heavy visions never flee blocking out the joy
Present sorrows blanket tomorrow’s
Warming my self neglect
Silver lining, the suns not shining
On these roots of regret

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GOLD
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June 12, 2018
 

Rhapsody of love
The torture you bring
My most guilty pleasure
When you make me bleed
Tie my wrist behind my back
bring me to my knees
I beg you have no mercy
Even as I plead
Passion built on fire
Fueled my obsession
You’re power I am craving
I Dare you to fear me
Strengthen from my shrills
They will not last too long
Before you loosen your grip
And strum out your final song

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My Heart
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June 11, 2018
 

Dreaming dreams of make believe
Escaping my reality
Let me stay where you remain
In my bed where fantasies are made.

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June 11, 2018
 

A scarlet letter bleeds from my chest as it paints my legacy red. I’ve fallen into the most beautiful hell where I found myself bound to what is not mine. His eyes see right through me where others cannot see. His hand they hold me the way others only dream. His tender lips melt onto mine the way dew floats an a rose and the way he speaks to my spirit with laughter makes our hearts dance. I feel safe, I feel sorrow he cannot be mine. His love runs deep into my body and binds me to his side. His tortured soul longs for rest he only finds when he can close his eyes. I miss him when his body is tangled up with mine.
I miss him when he is away to his other life. I burn for his attention though I ...

NOBODY IS PERFECT
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June 8, 2018
 

Your absence is felt by my body like trying to breathe beneath the sea. I keep gasping for
air to find you not there and now I’m drowning in a sea of dry streams and suffocated dreams.

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GOLD
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June 5, 2018
 

Her laugh was contagious from what I recall and her eyes beamed of joy. She was always surrounded by ones she adored and made sure no one felt ignored . She didn’t need makeup or highlights in her hair. Her beauty shown from within her and her heart was spilt everywhere. I remember her innocence, she was so sweetly naive. She saw the good in everyone and all were worthy it seemed. I can almost hear the silly giggles she would frequently belt out,  she thought she was funny that is no doubt. My Lord how she felt everything so deep it’s no wonder she began to always weep. I watched her light dim from within and how her patience began to wear thin. I began to miss her at the parties where she re...

My Heart
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June 4, 2018
 

I can’t sleep tonight, I don’t want to close my eyes. This is the first night I know you aren’t coming back. I don’t think the reality is fully set in, I’m still smiling and walking about. I miss you but a hopeful missing you like it’ll be replaced with holding you soon. Maybe I can’t sleep because I know tomorrow will bring me one blink closer to the truth and I want to stay in a lie. If I drift off
to dream land I will wake up in a nightmare I’m unable to escape. You aren’t here with me, you left me all alone. Tomorrow’s maybe has been lost in my imagination just to cope. So many questions I’ll never ask, so many answers that are too impossible to grasp. Wake me up a millionaire, wake me up...

GOLD
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