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Urpita Sarkar

PO# 641867
India
India
i study hard so my cat can have a better life..
May 19, 2020
 

congratulations to everyone that almost completed fifth month of 2020, in total you have survived:

-A worldwide killer virus outbreak
-world war III threats
- climate change bushfires
- volcanic eruptions
- four earthquakes in a month
- Justin Bieber yummy song

we go again
may the odds be even in your favour...

SIMPLICITY DAY
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April 11, 2020
 

Nowhere girl such long- landing
Dysfunction
Heart unfurled
Pain like heavyweight punches
Chaos of wings
Inside my head
Bittersweet things
Sleep beside me in bed
One hope an impossible dream
And then he spoke how can it be
The word he said weren't right but wrong
But perhaps after all the problem is me?
My hunger has grown impossibly too  huge
I'm woman with no one and nothing to lose....

-💙💙💙💙💙

BE YOURSELF
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March 31, 2020
 

I get jealous
Even when people
aren't mine
Because others
are reckless
With their heart
And forget to be kind ..

-🖤

SIMPLICITY DAY
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March 24, 2020
 

I lost myself again but i remember him .
He is six feet under
And i still wonder
is his grave water by rain .
Will greenry groom
Or roses bloom again
Our love is died long before
Does remains will be same?
Everything was wrong
but they still played our song ..

🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

SIMPLICITY DAY
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March 16, 2020
 

BEE STING KISSES

Needle tounge . Whiskey breath
Cinder hands and agonizing death.
You frown with your eyes and kiss with your fist
Leaving me wishing . love dismissed..

Hammer heart. Bee sting pout
Lovely lies delicate doubt
You walk with corruption and argue with venom
Leaving me.... momentum? Phantom? Random ?

-🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

SIMPLICITY DAY
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February 20, 2020
 

I have no hope for the future
Therefore i hold on the beautiful moments from the past
Once i was in love
I lived the most beautiful love story in the world
Lived and it ended
And when he travelled the world , he did not forget me
So somewhere i remained in his thoughts
Even if we have no future together we have the past at least ..
And this is my only consolation...

💛💛💛💛💛💛

JUST LOVE
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December 17, 2019
 

Says"memories that will last a lifetime"
What u will do if those memories starts gonna blur ?
U can't remember the exact words and voice?
It's like mind Dotting but there is nothing u remember..
That face
That voice
It's Like a dream  that u watched in last faded Winters.
And everything snap ! U open your eyes and ohhh it's actually winters...
Imagining someone above the clouds suddenly six feet under..
Isn't all of these illusion ?

And all of sufden your brain crave for that person who is exactly a ghost..
Crazy right?..

-💙💙💙💙💙💙

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2019
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November 1, 2019
 

There are things i cannot control
And memories i can never erase
And in time when i feel alone
I always search your face..

I never saw you but i can see you in different things
Like a brightest star in a sky
Like a crmbled leaf of autumn fall.
Like a clear cut diamond of my artificial ring

Sometimes in my dreams
I lost track about everything
I'm waiting Alone and alone
Wondering
will i ever get a chance to see you or it's just a dumb thing?

-💚💚💚

FEEL IT WRITE IT
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October 11, 2019
 

1 -its
0 -my birthday today , it's special  i know ,birth of another year and another chance to grow.
1 -my
1 -birthday
2 -is special
0 -a time to pause and reflect look  back without sorrow
0 -and look forward unchecked
0 -my birthday is special it's time to break rules, and live my life making sure
my dreams will come true..

-❤️🧡💛💚💙💜♥️
Happy birthday to me 🎂

MADE WITH LOVE
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October 6, 2019
 

Roses are red violets are blue
I know it's tough but you will make it through
I know your heart is break
So his also screwed
You will cry and make excuse about your fake flue
But your Friends at your side
Ready to hold you
After that you still have  so much left and so many things to do..
It's just heart pain maybe gonna take your soul with you
You will going to heal one day
Suddenly out of blue
Silly thoughts occurs like making tattoos
I know you thinking how all this  true
But girl Roses are still red and
Violets still be blue
They will be here for while so should you.

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

SUPPORT AND SAVE US!
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September 22, 2019
 

I never knew how strong i was until i had to forgive some one who wasn't sorry and accept an apology i never received.

I think sometimes it's better just let be things and let people go and stop expectating explanations and answers. Things never go the way we want them to go in our life we need to go with the flow.

Always hope but never expect. Also always expect more from yourself than others . Expectations from others hurt more and expectation from yourself inspire alot.

🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡

SUPPORT AND SAVE US!
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September 11, 2019
 

Some people survive disarray
That is how they grow
And some thrive in disarray
Because disarray all they know.....

💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

SUPPORT AND SAVE US!
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September 7, 2019
 

People remember birth date
I remember my molestation date
I'm not victim  in my case
I'm surviver who survive that cascade
It's a lie if i say those moments weren't painful
Thinking about, telling someone seems like shameful
Offender was never punished
What a 12 years old girl can do to make them believe
I did survive those memories
I'm surviving now sometimes those hands  haunt  
Same hands ,same touch feels like I'm in again same transport

I'm tougher and stronger now
My innocence are buried deep down
Today is not celebration day for me it's a change I'm looking now
I did survive before
I can survive those echo somehow
I'm a  warrior
maybe best replacement of survivor....

LIMITS EXIST ONLY IN THE MIND
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September 7, 2019
 

I must admit her growing age scares me
From wrinkle skin to high BP
From weak teeth to her trying to smile deeply
The way her hands  tremble  when she makes  tea

Her growing age and I'm afraid of it.
From her tenderness to her moderate voice
From her celebration style to her rejoice
Me slouching my shoulders and she playfully hit.

I wish i could freeze each and every moments  from yesterday to upcoming days...

But her words says"there is fountain of youth in my mind so you don't need to tense I still have lot of time left"

From her suspiciously asking about my love life to sudden interest in my valentine..
She says it's her inner blaze ...
She still feel her young days craze

She's like ...

DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY
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September 2, 2019
 

I've been trying to sleep
But it's my dream and they are very deep
It's my nightmare of macro economics
And it's the devil of business mathematics
My yesterday dream was  to getting A plus
My today nightmare is completing this class up
I want to show my law teacher my love towards"bangles" and "lip balm" is not brain surface
Talking about them like a losing my all day to day stress
I don't have much social life left
Three months and my exams are hell
I'm still preparing my tax assignment
And thinking too deeply how many grades I could get......

DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY
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August 29, 2019
 

I don't know what to say ...
But don't "drop"a single word even it's "hey"...
We had good time few weeks and some days..
When things start falling apart you run away...

Now I'm shut like all this is my mistake...
Just don't "drop" a single word, don't want to be your headache...
It's an apology for wasting time and make you forcefully stay...
And it was lie all the time because i actually care..

Stuff happened all time it's just one of them
Don't "drop" a fake message i don't want you to blame

I'm still waiting for genuine reply ...
"Drop" a decent Letter maybe a goodbye....

🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷

DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY
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August 26, 2019
 

I loved words
I'd always loved words
I loved the freedom you could find in them.
I loved manipulating them
I loved the way they sounded
I loved the power they held
But sometimes, sometimes
They weren't enough.......

DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY
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August 25, 2019
 

DO NOT LEARN HOW TO REACT

LEARN HOW TO RESPONSE...

-CLOSE FRIEND

WRITING IS LIFE
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August 17, 2019
 

You are not scared of dark,
You scared of monsters inside the darkness...

You are not afraid of love
You afraid of falling on wrong person...

You are not afraid of hope
You just afraid of disappointments.....

You are not afraid to let go
You just afraid to accept the reality he's gone....

You are not afraid to move on
You just afraid of doing same mistake again.....

You are not afraid to write
You just afraid of embarrassment that someone gonna find mistakes....

You are not afraid to find a new Friend
You just afraid of rejection....

You are not afraid people gonna hate ... just never let fear decide your fate...

LET'S FALL IN LOVE
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August 11, 2019
 

Nothing in life , nothing ever
   Lasts forever
I know how bitter this sound
But it's your only truth i remember
This is my goodbye to our good memories to our bad
To our inside jokes and the ones we never quite got
And to all the what ifs we had,
and to all the plans we made.
I thought of you today
But that is nothing new,
I think of you in silence
I often speak your name
All i have your memories
And your words in my phone case.
My phone case is lost don't Know
Where it goes..
Hope it's somewhere out of my reach,like a contract that i can't breach....

WHITE CLOCK
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August 8, 2019
 

He was the night sky
She was a star
Always together but never one...

WHITE CLOCK
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August 5, 2019
 

You didn't go.
You stayed.
It cought me by surprise.
I never had somebody stay  before.
It was almost like,
you wanted to stay.
I never had anybody want to stay.
Strangely,
It was like you loved me.
I never had anyone love me before.
What's even strange is,
you were my first boy best friend.
I never had a boy best friend before.
Along this twisted part,
I fell in love,
I never fallen in love before.
And my love,
that's the only thing,
I've ever felt certain about in my life.

WHITE CLOCK
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August 2, 2019
 

I don't just listen to your words.

I watch your face
I stare into your eyes
I check out your body language
I peep your tone
I make note of your use of words
I interept your silence
I hear what you don't say

Most importantly..i trust my intuition.... I'm not psycho , it's me just being careful..

DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY
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August 1, 2019
 

She couldn't not let go of the memories he gave her.

One day an accidental
Tap on "clear chat"did the impossible...oops

BE YOURSELF
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April 3, 2019
 

I see devil in his eyes
I see hunger in his smile
He is definition of cruelty
He is redemption of my morality
"Why" life drag me in his path
I know he is my answer from the start..,...

VISIONS
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April 2, 2019
 

Every pain give a lesson
And ,every lesson change the person .

POETRY MONTH
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March 29, 2019
 

Regrets, they'll come slow
Just like a snow and we will break like a strom,
Like the one we ignored..

GOOD THINGS TAKE TIME
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