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Vani Prathyusha

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India
India
the girl who speaks
May 15, 2020
 

Still Ever Since...

Never knew
The path I choose,
And the path
My soul decided
To walk on.
Were on the opposite
Tracks completely.
And I always
Wondered!
Why am I always
Feeling so miserable.
And pathetic
Why wouldn't I?
What I thought
Good for me,
Actually proved to
Be bad for my soul.
All the Worldy things
I was falling for,
Took me further
And far away
From the very own
Path my soul choose
For my Goodness.

Right in the
Middle of nowhere
I feel alone & Lost.
The darkness
Engulfed parts of me.
The Little Ray of Light
Visible far away
Is Vanishing every
Next moment.
I hear the Voice
Calling over again
And Again
I could feel myself
Moving walking
Towards the Ray.
But physically
I was s...

SIMPLICITY DAY
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May 15, 2020
 

Dear You,

Had I known,
It would be just
Mere words
And nothing more
Ever matters.

I would have screamed
Those beautiful words,
And this wouldn't
Have lasted
This long since ever.

Had I known,
It would be just
Another day &chat
Like the ones we
Always have.

I would have perished
The courage to have
That conversation
May be, just
The Day I met you.

Had I known,
I would be just
One among the many
Friends you have had
And nothing more.

I wouldn't have
dared to dream.
To dream to be your
Girl one fine day,&
For rest of my life.

Had I Known,
It would be so easy
And wouldn't be
Anything at all
For you.

I would have,
Told you Long Back
Just how much it
Means to me,
To be with you forev...

SIMPLICITY DAY
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April 19, 2020
 

NoRules!

Wait, Did I read it correct?
No rules Day!
Woah, I never imagined
How it would be ever
To walk through that door,
Into the No rule zone ever.
I wouldn't have the slightest
Doubt that I would never have
Dared to even dream of any such
Break from Rules ever.
How would it be Like?
Can I just not decide to wake up any morning?
Or Can I just skip doing a few chores?
What kind of Freedom
Would it be to even have
A No Rule Day!
A day out of your Life
A day only for you.
As I write this letter,
I keep thinking when exactly
Is the right time to end one.
How would I even send a letter?
And there am back to my rules.
Sometimes Rules are healthy
And help keep it going
They sustain the esse...

STAY RAW
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April 19, 2020
 

A Letter to Myself

Right behind these Letters, I've hidden every Emotion, Every Feeling and every little part of me. And that's the Truth of this Life.

Way past to 2016 When I started writing on letters. I didn't know what was gonna be my future, especially in writing. I mean it's just mere words that I feel safe to express. Those mere words I feel secured with and that ensure me no Judgements done. These are the little mere words I've been writing on paper and tearing every that page since I was grade 8 and it continued forever. Until I started storing these. I solely know the story behind every letter and words out there. And I can only narrate it. Because this is My Life and these are my...

SIMPLICITY DAY
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April 10, 2020
 

For all I knew,

These Words are everything I had,
To express to feel and to live in.
Even after ages, I realise
The feelings I have
Not hidden any more.
Are neither any concern to you,
Nor would they belong to me anymore.
It's not just easy to let it go,
Knowing it would never come back.
Knowing to love someone,
Who wouldn't love you back
Oh, my dear, It won't be easy.
It just can't make any difference.
For they are just mere feelings
Full of compassion and Love.
So what if you're not done
Those feelings surely left you behind.
Way behind for you to ever go back.

SIMPLICITY DAY
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April 8, 2020
 

Pictures or Souvenirs?

I've always wondered
What keeps the moments alive.
Is it those old Pictures
That rekindle the spirit of the moment
Or those little Souvenirs
You get to collect every time.
What makes you get back to
Those good old days?
Pictures or Souvenirs??

SIMPLICITY DAY
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April 7, 2020
 

Blank Page

Ever since that day,
My pages have been
Rather more Blank.
I still feel the
Shivering Pen.
I held to write
For the first time ever.
It was you who added
Life to my mere words.
The feelings and Emotions
You brought in my life.
I now wonder why!
Why were my letters
Only for you?
Wasn't I anything for myself?
How did I let you become
The soul of these words
And me just the Ink.
What good are these words
Without you here.
Will they ever be doing
The magic they've done
Once upon a time.
Will I ever be able to
Express myself through
These words again??

SIMPLICITY DAY
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April 5, 2020
 

StoryTime

"Three years ago he gave his word to her. Oh how many things have changed since then.

As he pulls up on the driveway, she gets ready for a difficult conversation. She sits down in the chair and waits for him to walk in. I guess she always knew about this talk, may be she must have anticipated the whole thing right from the beginning. No matter what, but thi time she ain't gonna break down. She has been through a lot lately just by thinking about how bad things could turn out. And now when the time is here, when the special bond she had with him was coming to an end. The end she was always afraid of and the End the Woke her up crying many midnight's. It is the End! Oh yeah, it is a...

SIMPLICITY DAY
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December 20, 2019
 

Day 2 Day Battle!

It is the Battle Inside,
That I face Every now and then.
Mind Says just the last one,
Heart Says you can't betray her.
At times when the addiction
Weighs over our Love,
I see I actually burn
The trust in our relationship.
I see the ashes of love
Flowing along the wind.
But there comes my Angel
Back to my Survival.
Heaping the particles which I left fly,
Bringing back the Love
In our life.
It's the spark of the
Spunk of her soul,
That still persists our love.
And the Beauty of her temperance,
That still monopolizes me.
For one day she Believes
This Battle is sure to end
With the gravity of love
Defying the Battle inside!

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2019
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November 16, 2019
 

I can see,
I can see the One
You're hiding behind
All those Smiles.
I can see that Wickedness
You're playing behind
The curtains of your own charm.
I can feel,
I can feel the hollowness,
You're unaware of me knowing.
I can feel it too,
I don't know if that's
A boon or a bane.
But I can see,
Through your eyes
I can feel it too.
You're not the one
You Picturise yourself As!
I can Understand
Why you're doing so,
I can see the struggle
It took for you to become
What you are now.
I can See,
I can feel,
I can understand,
But pity I cannot empathize.

WORLD WATERCOLOR MONTH
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October 8, 2019
 

Being Happily Ordinary Ever after.

No matter who you are,
And what you are.
There always comes a moment,
A Moment of Reflection.
A Moment of Truth,
Just for you to realise
You're nothing more than ordinary.
If you're happy being ordinary
Am sorry dear this letter is not for you.
For everyone else, out there who always
Made efforts to be special and remain so,
So dear, the truth is here,
In the purest form of nakedness.
You're not Special, even if you want to change
And define your own special type.
It ain't gonna remain forever,
so are you too my darling.
Nothing remains Eternal!
So is our special status too.
We are all ordinary,
And this truth might hit hard
but can save you from
Some b...

MADE WITH LOVE
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October 1, 2019
 

Okay!

So I have only one option ahead, just to fight and give in my best. Sometimes the struggle seems really stoned and motivates to get back at every level of the journey. But No! I won't this time, I have come a long way now and I know one thing for sure and that is I really can't look back now, with the closed doors of past and fluttering doors of future, I choose to move ahead. Put in a little more effort every other day and get better. Time was never a constraint and nor it will ever be. All you got to maintain is a plan and a process. Two mantras of success. Plan, implement, and Proceed!. That's it.

New Goals, New Journeys!

FEEL IT WRITE IT
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September 8, 2019
 

My Happy place:)

Beyond your thoughts,
And my imaginations.
My Happy Place is
Hidden Inside Me.
Every place that I relate,
And the stories I narrate.
Everything that's make me
Feel Good, My happiness
Lies there!
There lies my happiness,
In the little things one
Tends to forget in the
chaos of the World.
It's just the Feel Good
Essence that makes me
Happy and Elated.
And how to feel good!
I wish there be a mantra or
A Secret I could share here.
But Apart the stories and
Experiences I don't have
Anything else to share.
Let the Life Go On,
And enjoy the Happiness...

LIMITS EXIST ONLY IN THE MIND
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April 21, 2019
 

Not Just a Wish Anymore,

I wish,
You Listened
To those Silent
Clamours of my Heart,
Amidst the laughters
I often Carried along.

I wish,
You Read
Those Silent
Musings of mine,
Without trying to
Know me from the
Clamours of the World.

I wish,
You knew
Those Serene
Calmness I hid.
Without Judging me
For what I pretended
To be for the rest of world.

DARK NIGHT
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April 18, 2019
 

Good Night, My Dear:)

Am not here Because
I can't Sleep Again.
After all the Sleepless
Nights and Endless Loops
Of Theories of Thesis
That Ought not to be Proved.
I Still hung up their,
Trying to Prove and Resolve
Every Second thing
Am having Hunging Over,
Like a Background Music
Right in the Exact place.
I wouldn't Complaint
Anything Tonight.
Because It is the Time,
When I finally decide
To make a little Peace.
To Calm down my own self.
And give it a Break to Rest over.
Am Not Here
Because am Sleepless again,
Am here to finally Honor
Myself with some sleep.
By gathering the Courage
To put down the Uncertainty,
Keep it Aside and let it
Break its own head.
While I have some little sleep.
An...

MAKE IDEAS HAPPEN
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March 15, 2019
 

The Restless One,

All Above the Games we Played,.
All Above the Dreams we Shared.
I knew you knew me Beyond them.
I saw you Hiding Behind,
While I was Busy Plotting Life.
I saw you Standing Apart,
But Visible Enough to give me Strength.
I knew you were there,
The Presence I Felt, and the
Confidence that walked in me.
I knew it was you,
It was you Beyond Yourself!

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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February 20, 2019
 

You are
A
Lifeline ....
I missed
To Pack,
How I forgot,
The darkness
Ahead,
And the lanes
And Obstacles
I've got to
Cross!
If Life's a
Hurdle, you're
The Solution.
For every
Second thing,
I find the Solace
Back in your
Words.

ORIGINAL
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February 19, 2019
 

Crumbled,

How I lost
A track of self,
Back in the hazel
Where I found once!

WHITE CLOCK
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February 19, 2019
 

Peace,

What are you damnit,
However best I try
To find you.
You just find your
Own ways of hiding.
Everytime I look for you,
All I get is
Disappointment!
Do you even exist,
Like for once,
Show me the path.
I'll make the effort
To find you once again!

ORIGINAL
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January 16, 2019
 

Forever,

Forever is the Myth,
The Myth which felt so true.
The Myth I so much
Wished to be True forever.

LIGHT LETTRS LOGO
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December 19, 2018
 

Monopoly

Life's a Monopoly,
You ought to Sell.
All the way to the
Ups and downs.
Life just seeks
Your mere time.
Time which has
No constraints for
The life, but costs
A little too much
Everytime.
I ain't to sell my story,
I choose to let it go
For the ones that
Choose to take it upon.
How I wondered
To rather buy stories
Of little more than
You have around.
Learn them all
And Master the Art.
You wouldn't lament
Any moment of this.
How if I tell you,
You master it around
With an ease as walk
All through the lanes around.
I did it the way across,
Learnt the stories
And the hidden essence
Of their individuals.
To know a little
More of them.

So did I managed to live around
In the monopolic...

CHRISTMAS FLOWERS
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October 25, 2018
 

For the Person Like Home

Wherever in the world we may be,
Whatever in our lives we be doing.
For once at least we feel like
Going back, Going back to Home.
To our own kind of cozy place.
Home is a place of interest.
And sometimes their comes
Someone who feels like Home.
Spending time with someone
Feels like being in our comfort zone.
Someone who doesn't let you
Feel the uncomfortness.
Someone who's presence
Or even a thought of whom
Is enough indeed to bring
Back that Smile on face.
Someone whom you crave to
Go back every night with.
Someone with whom you
Can spend hours and still
Complaint of not having
Enough time together with.
Someone who would read you,
Read you like they understan...

DEEP LOVE
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September 27, 2018
 

Love

Are you that Secret
I've been hiding
From the world.
Or the Tressure,
I've hunted Upon.
Oh Dear,
You are that just
Another Feeling
I had in life.
Being loved
Feels special
Doesn't it?
So why not
Love Thyself.
Love yourself.
Why depend on
Someone else to
Unlock the love
Hidden inside you
Since times forever.
Dear Love,
I believe you
Reside in every being.
Why just the
Breathing ones,
You even live in
That Soft toy
That brings smile
On a Kids Face.
You are even in
That Chocolate,
Which brings happiness.
Love is everywhere.
Felt it Irrational?
Now just close your
Eyes and start feeling
Everything.
Every irrational statement
Comes from,
A Rational Person
So is Love
It is not just ...

GOLDFISH LOVE
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September 12, 2018
 

Mistakes
Word of the week

To forgive you,
Or to trust
You back
And build the
Faith we were
Proud of once..
It takes time,
It takes time
To believe in
Your lies again.
I takes time
To forgive your
Mistakes again.
It takes time
To realize.
To realize,
Love has the
Power to forgive.
To realize
If you can
Accept me for
All my flaws,
Why can't I
Forgive you
For the pety
Mistakes you
Tend to commit.

NEVER FORGET
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September 11, 2018
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Mistakes,
How pety ones.
Even make it worse.

They make you
Liable for crimes
Uncommitted.

They make you
Lose, Relations built
Over trust and faith

They get you into
Problems, which might
Cost your integrity.

Your Pety Mistakes
Might be pety
For just you
And not for rest

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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September 9, 2018
 

On the Verge of Life

Ever been to the tip of success and just rolled back to all the way back to your first step?  Ever been more disastrous than your life to your self?
If you did, you would rather understand what's failing! To fail is to go back, sometimes back to the first step and sometimes we land up somewhere in between. Travelling over the same road isn't gonna be a cake walk for someone. Believe me, I've read and seen many people who choose to stay back than putting efforts. Life is Simple, way more easier if you understand the essence of little things. Failure is one such essence. How can someone feel the Essence of success before having the failure experience! Not considering every...

GREAT THINGS
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September 8, 2018
Visakhapatnam, India

Let not the
Time decide
Anything More..
For the time
Itself is
Unconscious of
Its Self.
Be in Present,
Be Conscious.

GREAT THINGS
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September 7, 2018
 

The Body might be
Still Awake, tired
and exhausted,
but the Soul is
Sleeping My dear...
Far Away From
Everything.
Finally found
A Dwelling Paradise
for this wandering
Parasite forever.

GREAT THINGS
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September 6, 2018
 

If even a part
Of your time
worths me,
You worth
my entire life...

GREAT THINGS
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