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Vani

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India
India
Messed up with my soul
January 4, 2017
Ludhiana, India

Dear rival...learn to walk first...if wanna out leg me
Learn to talk first...if wanna sing like me
Switch on the lights of your brain first..
If wanna glow like me
Learn to spark the match light first
If wanna burn like me
Count your milk teeth first ..
If wanna smile like me
The more you make me cry
The more i will laugh
The more you will pull me down
The higher i will soar
Learn you wipe your nose first
Then look at me...

HAPPY 2017!
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August 24, 2016
Ludhiana, India

Many folds of my deep heart
Each has its own saga
I never turn pages
It hurts and bleeds since ages
Some are written with my blood
And some with tears
Some tell the tales of love
Some dear and some near
Some are ugly like a frog
Some are lovely like a rose
Some are dry like my life
Some are wet salty ...u know
Some i have treasured with care
Some i have torn and thrown somewhere
Some witness my courage n tolerance
Some tell how fool was i

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August 24, 2016
Ludhiana, India

Today i met with a shadow
And it was me of course
I could not recognise myself
Is it me who rocks
Ever flowing eyes have become a desert
Soft heart has turned into mettle
My words  are not sweet anymore
My heart is filled with agony at core
I have learnt to laugh at ugly jokes
I have learnt to ignore love a lot
I have learnt to curse
I have turned from bad to worse
Now i dont seek for your love
Cause i dont need it anymore

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August 24, 2016
Ludhiana, India

Left footprints on sand behind
Dived into the ocean
Hugged the tides deep beneath
Kissed the bed of ocean
Never knew i will return or not
Or lose my way in ocean
Found a place to hide
Down the world of hypocrites
Better to b alone in world
Than a company of rogues

JAVELIN
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August 24, 2016
Ludhiana, India

My silence is my loudest cry
My dreams are thrashed
My eyes are dry
Who whipped my soul
Who gave me scars
Who chopped my wings
I can not fly
But have u forgotten
Out of my wounds rotten
New hopes will grow
My wings will grow
Off the dry corners
Tears will flow
Not of sorrow
But of  bliss and joy
I will attain my self
One day and leave u behind

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October 14, 2015
 

many stories struck me
when i saw her close
the red corners of her eyes
telling the saga of her woes
her limp leg ..her dry locks
truly depicted the way
she was loved
so under cared ..so ignored
born to live for others
die for her own
her head up..looking at the sky
as she was tracing God
waiting for her turn to ask
what she was punished for
mumbling voice made a crime
sore eyes started to flow
still she couldn't find any
soothing soul
ohhh yesss
she is a woman
born girl
this was her crime
she thought so and justified Sublime

ORIGINAL
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April 13, 2016
Ludhiana, India

she was broken ...still she walked.
with aching limbs and bleeding heart
she worked like a clock every hour she rocked
one side to other more shocked after shocked
she kept crying no one heard
flowing eyes vision blurred
cuts on fingers cracks on heels
skin wrinkled and shrinking peels
now she broke.. cant walk any more
new worlds of pain ..now to explore
cause God has set many tests
put for her without any rest
she will rise again
n again she will walk
walk till the time she will again cease
some day she will be at appease

NEON WILDERNESS
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December 31, 2015
Ludhiana, India

The wrinkles on my  face
tell the story
of my days
my smile is lost ,
don,t know where
i got no love
no care
is this me
who always wore
a smile like a sunshine
now my eyes are dry
dont even know
how to cry
,cause my heart has turned into stone
no matter u love or not
it makes no difference
perhaps my soul has become
senseless and numb

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December 27, 2015
Ludhiana, India

Today is the last day
to take a deep breath
to listen to your heart
to mend your mind

who knows how many are left
so dont count your breaths
calculate your deeds
how many good and how much bad

remind at  a glance
how blunt words you stabbed
in the heart of your dear ones
remind for a minute
how wicked plans
u had for someone

dont count the tears
u shed in your life
count the smiles u brought
on still jaws
if it makes u at peace
means your goal
u have reached

ORIGINAL
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December 23, 2015
Ludhiana, India

Her smile n his laughter
rings a thousand jingles
her beauty and his passion
to make love,it mingles
her fair n rosy cheeks
with his full lips ,meets
they touch the souls of each other
not body
only angels of love can do this
not everybody
their lips are on rest
and eyes open
to speak the best
eyes meet eyes
make way to soul
and dwell in the home sweetest

COZY HOUSEHOLD
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December 20, 2015
Ludhiana, India

Who has written the pages of my life
in grey n brown
the seeds of agony
who has sown
who has added the bitterness
in my words n heart
who has added salt to tears
that my eyes cast
who has robbed my dreams
of all rainbow colors
who has turned my nights
into nightmares
perhaps its you
who rewarded my love
with retort and no love
in your eyes i
wanted to find my world
and your eyes were always
looking at others
my soul always stuck with yours
and yours lost elsewhere
my world started with you
and ended too
and in yours, there was no
space for me and my love too
you granted me for u
and u for others
and u forgot that disloyalty
is the mother
of disloyalty to others

DARK WATER
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November 22, 2015
Ludhiana, India

ये ज़िन्दगी हँसती   है
रेल के चकके की तरह चलती है
चलते चलते हाथ छूट जाते है
तो पीछे पलट के देखती है
रोती है सिसकती   है
फ़िर    लर्ह्खराते    कदमो   से
चलने की कोशिश करती hai
वो चेहरे जिन्हे   हर   भीड़
मे तलाश करती है
गुमी गुमी सी आवाज़
की सदा  सुनाइ पद्ती hai
जब देखती hai अपने अपनो को इक इक करके गुम hote
मौत के आगोष मे सोते
रोती है बिलख्ती है
फ़िर तन्हा तन्हा सी चलती hai   
नाग अकेलेपन और उदासी के
घेर लेते है
उन्ही के saaye मे सफ़र तय करती hai
ज़िंदगी चलती है
यादों के सपनो मे khoi  
thorha मुस्काइ thoda
रोई
जागी जागी सोई
बस चलती है

WEB
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October 16, 2015
Ludhiana, India

you kept quiet
same did i
many grudges n complaints
with a hush,died
sneaking quietly in the dark of my heart
love found its place
without any grumble
with time passing by
it didn't grew
it didn't died
still the same
with your name
i have learnt to live
with something killing me
every time
i have learnt

ORIGINAL
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October 15, 2015
Ludhiana, India

straying in an
unknown street
waiting for bread
butter n meat
hunger lurking in his eyes
every night he cries n cries
stranger to the strangers
none pays heed
ribs stuck to empty belly
craving for some bits
every man is busy eating drinking ,making merry,getting brands for their ladies
spending romantic ,rosy
nights in blankets cosy
cruel thunder and chilly winds
adding fire to burning rinds
flame of life getting dimmer
nothing to eat belly slimmer
now he doesn't need to wait
for this world worth hate
who never pray never dare
to be just and fair
lying still under open sky
he will never wake up,
don't try
his soul has flown to the land
where monster hunger won't
seize her hand
where creamy b...

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October 15, 2015
Ludhiana, India

say hello to a new day
its a bright morning

the kisses of dew
tell the story
that fairy nature
had a date last night
so the petals are
glowing  bright

breeze and blaze of sun
run a race
towards tall trees
hurry to embrace

lil sparrows are the spies
on secret mission.. to see
if everything's all right

dusky evenings envy
the blooms of dawn
glittering moon
wants to outdo
flares of sun

and sun shows his anger
with his boiling eyes
clouds cast shadows
to prove they are fertile

the roars of sea scares me
think its mighty too
growling stirring
all the time
but sometimes silent too
seems its resentful
with some lady
who does not listen to it
that's why he spits n spits
and drenches al...

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October 14, 2015
Ludhiana, India

love can  happen again
every time i see my kids
i grow the tree of faith
God plays in your lap
in the  children's face
their lovely smiles
make a wonderful moment
their hunger cries
moves her sentiment
a love with no condition
no demands ..no expectation
a mother lives n dies
cheers n cries
for the sake of her kids
she is ready always
to fall in love again
with the idea of love
no matter what they
give in return
to soothe her kids
she bears all burns

ORIGINAL
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October 12, 2015
Ludhiana, India

⌚💄👒👠👛
now i m ready
🚕✈🚡🚢🚁⛵
here i go
💍💐💒🏦🌃🌌🌋
here is my world
🌹🌼🌻🌈🍕🍡🍥🍎🍔🍨🍧🍫🍸wow all is for me
🎷🎻🎨🎠🎉🎂🎈🎁💰
these are my dreams
👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏💕💝💜💆💙💋👫💏👪
i am a 👸queen

ORIGINAL
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September 27, 2015
Ludhiana, India

तेरी आंखोँ की गेहेराई
मे डूबे तो ऐसे डूबे ,
कि चाह के भी निकल न पाये
तेरे तबस्सुम के दीदार करने
तेरे दर तक चले आये
दफ़न हो चुके हैं
तेरे दिल की dhadkan मे
मर  jaayenge अगर
गल्ती से येह बंद हो जाए
ज़िंदा रखना खुद को
और मुझे भी अपने दिल मे
छुपाय रखना
तेरे आँसू से मेरा राज
ना ज़ाहिर हो जाए

ORIGINAL
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September 19, 2015
Ludhiana, India

Forever n ever
i love you
since Eve knew Adam
i love you
since moon got glitters
i love you
see the love meter
i love you
since earth made promise
to keep an eye on sun
since rivers gained water
and kept on run
since sun was set on fire
since coffin ,grave n pyre
since trees kissed sky
on their toes.,they went high
since my soul got a frame
and body got a name
since i opened my eyes
i,m telling truth,not lies
trust me  ,cause i trust you
in all ways and always
i love you

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September 19, 2015
Ludhiana, India

#EOS
September brings joy
it starts with my b,day
and b.day of my lord krishna
it announces the end of summer
it marks the advent of winter
skies are clouded
partially with rain
partially with smoke
that comes with smoky crackers
the fragrance of earthen lamps
to please deities
love in bounties

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September 19, 2015
Ludhiana, India

Proud to be an Indian

India - a land of poets and bards,
sacred hymns,words of love and war
every single grain of sand
sings the songs of mortal man
who lives and dies ,
chirps and cries,
madly after worldly desires
which he can owe or hire
saints ,like Nanak and Budha
Kabir ,Ram ,Rahim
all the incarnations of the Eternal
here all seems
notes of melody,smeared in love
nowhere else you will find
Yoga trains how to align
our body and our mind
dwelling in the core of India
is the spirit of Omnidivine

ORIGINAL
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September 18, 2015
Ludhiana, India

सिन्दूरी शामऔर तन्हाइ
मेरा प्यार, और तेरी रुस्वाइ
मेरी आंखोँ  की उदासी
मेरी तन्हाई
तेरा बेबाकपन,
तेरी रुखाइ
तुमसे की मोहब्बत
तो ये सज़ा पाई
तेरी मोहब्बत मुझे रास न आइ
तेरी मोहब्बत मुझे रास ना आइ

ORIGINAL
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September 15, 2015
Ludhiana, India

Faces,  faces everywhere
smiling ..weeping here n there
some are true ,some are fake
some are hissing like a snake
shrewd faces  ,clever and cunning
some are fishy,sassy or grinning
angry,frowny,stern faces
pleading,hungry begging faces
which one you love
which one you hate
which to quit
which to date
if u find the best
make it your soulmate

ORIGINAL
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September 15, 2015
Ludhiana, India

तुम इतना दूर क्युं हो
मैं इतनी पास क्यु ना
मेरी दीवान्गी का तुमको
अहसास क्यू  ना
सजदो मे रेह्ते हो मेरे
दुआ मे बस्ते हो
मेरे चेहरे की खुशी मे
तुम  ही तो हस्ते हो
मेरी खुशी से तल्लउक्क
हैं तुमने तोडा जबसे
बिना   तेरे जीना
बता मैने है सीखा कब से

ORIGINAL
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September 14, 2015
Ludhiana, India

Manic Monday
never a funday
things went wrong
i slept so long
my shades fell and broke
late late ,the clock stroke
forgot ev thing at home
ran weirdly like a storm
empty fuel tank started my chaos
dragged my scooty ,ahh! Full
of pathos
with aching legs and hasty breaths
felt worries n woes
full day brain drain
ended with a migraine
dreadful Monday
my unlucky day
why do u come
do rest like sunday
and forget to come

ORIGINAL
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September 13, 2015
Ludhiana, India

#caption this

she has faith -
he will come
can do nothing
but wait
he will come
hours are passing
like centuries
no sound of  paddle
remote are countries
still she waits
he will come
to caress her body n soul
to spend his bliss of love
upon her
she thinks n smiles 'cause
he will come ,she has faith
who knows he had ceased to be
before the clock stroke 9
she does not mourn
she has faith,he will come

LOST IN YELLOW
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September 12, 2015
Ludhiana, India

Miles away, miles far
too many miles
between us
make no comparison
to the gulf
between our souls
thousands of letters
hundreds of texts
fail to meet us both
some other lives
in your dreams
laughs in your treats
i dont see my tag on you
i dont find my stamp
may b you dont belong to me
you 're the light of some other lamp

ORIGINAL
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September 11, 2015
Ludhiana, India

My father ,my first love
the strongest hero
always there
for my care
the first man
to love me more than his life
the first man who
hold my hand
and taught me how to walk
my sorrow makes him sad
my merry makes him talk
away from him
still close enough
all my life, all the way
i love u dad ,i wanna say
happy birthday ,to you
happy birthday

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September 11, 2015
 

Far far far away,
in the blue
there is a castle of cloud,
for me and you too

where we will be lost
in each others eyes
love  will retain the whole era
and see, how the time flies

no words to speak
no confessions
no apologies
only purple passion

we will be one
to herald a new life
to sing a new melody
i will be your bride

to you ,my groom
i 'll leap all fences
to find solace in your arms
i 'll cross all tenses

to surrender my soul,
my body ,my mind
in your hands
as love is blind

i dont wanna see
lines in my hand
to me,you 're the future
in sky and land

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