Through the times of change I once was wandering
I inferred that there are 3 types of people in this world..
1. Who have problems in their lives
2. Who know what those problems are
3. Who are working towards finding a self satisfying solution to these problems
The 3rd type really lifts you up and changes the mood, it lightens you up and also gives you that piece of hope which you would cling on to move towards a better day ahead.
"There is your truth and there is mine, as for the universal truth. It does not exist." 🀄
Can you give me something for the pain!!
Everything else can be fine, but the pain and the more profoundly unknown reason for it kill me altogether.
Let's today talk about you.
I wouldn't talk about the times I am alone but also the times when I am with someone, I miss you.
This morning not while looking at our pictures together but when tearing the receipts I had of our time together, made me miss you.
I know it's evil to want something that's not yours but hey desires are always evil.
Not only when I stalk you everywhere O can but also when I cannot find the trace of you in places you were always present, I miss you.
I know that by now you would be tired of me telling I love you but can I hate you, someone who was never truly mine, well desires are always loved even when they were evil.
In all I miss you always, everywh...
A million things left unsaid. A million questions that we share. A million moments of sadness stand between us.
I don't know why but I still wait for you like the million times I already did.
I miss you in a million ways. I cry a million times. But most of all I get sad by a million dimes when I know you're there, just there on the other side but that side never was or is or ever will be mine.
In a million ways I might tell you, I have tried to see the things. All which made me think I was unworthy of your million charms.
But alas I know come what may, I Love You and always will in a Billion ways and for the yet to come, billionth time.
Bride is Dowry
Dowry is Bride
I know they seem similar but the subtlety between these two presents one notion, that is Evil about India.
Reading "The Shiva Trilogy", I finally get the purpose of Life.
The journey of Good to Evil, then the destruction of Evil and the birth of a new Good.
This journey is immense and almost immediately gives a purpose to Life, whether Sad or Happy, whether going through the toughest moments in Life or whether being the happiest.
Alas, I understand
" The Sun will rise definitely, but again the night will follow "
Don't be proud over the gifts of life and neither loose hope when there are none.
I always believed in You
I always thought you are there
I always relied on you for all my happiness and all my sadness
I will surely be doing all of the above in the future to come
Why do you need to do one specific thing everytime, you need to hurt me?
I know and am grateful that these never levitate near the boundaries of my Life-Line
Why always this?
Do you think that this is the easiest way I can be taught lessons?
The easiest you can hurt me?
Like I was asked and I hope for the last time ever, " I BEG YOU "
I have lost all strength and if you are persistent enough I will never
But I cannot handle this anymore.
I might n...
It has started to fall apart, it has started to feel as if you don't exist.
The Love that I always worshipped I guess is no more.
No more will be the days when you will make me happy, make me feel special.
Does it actually exist.
I dont know whether I will be there on the other side to meet me, if and when you come around searching for me.
I don't know whether I will believe in this anymore, this whole picture for which I have lived this long believing.
It has started to fall apart.
I will miss you if it does.
What do I do of this ego I have?
The past that persists and never let's me break free of the insecurities I have.
I Love You, I know but why do I feel that you don't.
You were there when it started and I secretly prayed that it be You when it ends.
Why does it always seem that you're going away!
Am I expecting so much that I can't even trust what we have or is it actually the existence itself telling me the truth and preparing me for what I could never be prepared for.
Tell me what should I do !
Either Love me the way I do or leave me the way people do. Let me be in solace and peace whether I be loved or not.
Just tell me what to do and let me walk this path either...
What do we do?
When we know there are endless things to do and achieve in life but that motivation is not there.
I know one should be sufficient enough to find their own motivation in LIFE.
But what if !! There will be none who would actually ever know what I feel, what I want and care about me!
I know this attitude will take me nowhere and those good old cliches would again suffice their purpose of pushing me on a path to find my righteous self.
The Hell !!
I don't want to, I just want you and would always want you, depend on you to motivate me .
A million things tell me today that 'You' are not the one I will have for eternity.
A million things remind me of the miseries, I left behind me.
But today, being the day I was born into this World of Light, I would like take that one chance, one signal, one leap towards you.
I missed being me, I want to be Myself again.
Which I hope is possible with you.
But if not these skies of eternity will always push me towards a more reliable self.
For once in my life, I ask this holy faith to work as I want it to, need it to.
I want it to be you, only you.
Close to me once. Not like a bliss which touches and goes but like this FAITH which always stays.
Let's start with tomorrow.
It was a Friday, the 6th of October.
I got to know a man who was getting divorced at the age of 30
I got to know a man who got married at the age of 35
I know a man who was unemployed at the age of 24
I know a woman who started working at the age of 18
I know a man who still works hard for every penny at the age of 53
I read about a man who retired at 35
I met a man who was once heartbroken at the age of 19
The same man who dates 2 women at once and does not care about LOVE anymore
I have a friend who wants to be loved as every one else
The same friend who has desires behind her conscience stricken mind
The same woman who is afraid of falling for someone, coz her parents wo...