I loved and I loved and I lost you.
I loved and I loved and I lost you.
And it hurts like Hell....
.............And it hurts like Hell!....
Just let me die from the pain
Of the loss that once was your heart
Wake me from this beautiful nightmare
I’m falling and I can’t catch myself before I hit the ground!
I don’t want to hurt anymore
No matter how young or old,
life lessons can still be very
painful to learn.
We must become truly broken
To be able to achieve greater
Understanding, compassion and
Come away with me
Come and I will give you a better life.
I will make you my wife.
Come away with me and I promise you a life of joy,
Quite possibly a little boy, he will be the real McCoy!
Just give me this chance to prove to you that I can dance and hold you in a wonderful lifelong stance while the music of life is playing.
Come away with me until the setting of the Sun, when all of life’s races are won and the long day is done.
A life of love and happiness without heartache or sadness these things I will promise you
If you will come away and love me too.
I have embarked upon officially learning french this year and in doing so I joined a group. I teach them English and they teach me french.
So far the experience has been really great for me because I have gotten to meet many very nice people from all over the world. I am very much a people person and enjoy the conversation so much, this has been one of the best days for me!
You must understand, normally I am confined to my house all alone because of a severe brain injury that left me with epilepsy. For a few years now I’ve been so lonely for human interaction. The only times I get that is for Dr. appointments or necessary things. Depression had me feeling so low I spent a week...
It’s been a while since last I wrote. Life happens.
I’ve written for other things lately, but I’ve avoided here. Not sure why, just have.
Just want you to know I love this venue and I think it’s a great way for expression.
It’s so easy for her to love.
She loves everyone.
She doesn’t understand why
It’s so difficult for everyone else
To love her back.
She craves attention, touching, intimacy but no one has any to give her. Most just want to take advantage of her kindness or others act as if she were an alien and bizarre. Now she’s so sad because
People say things and make unintentional promises just to get a picture of her and she’s stupid that way. You know, stupid because she believes them. She’s tiered of being used. Shes hurt and even though she has a companion, he simply doesn’t feel the way she needs him to feel.
So what good is it to love and feel when it doesn’t do any good anyway.
What’s happened with society
the ones who treat me
So completely without empathy and leave me feeling so empty
Where are all the decent men?
I remember when,
Women were “Ladies” and
Men were gentlemen.
Gentlemen were sincere and genuine to Ladies who were in awe of them it’s too late, there are no more of “them”.
Gratitude for the life you gave me.
Thankful for all the time we were able to spend together.
Grateful for all the sacrifices you made for me.
Mostly thankful for how you taught me to be.
The lies they tell...
The path to Heaven is narrow and tough
The lies they tell...
will make it not so rough.
They say love is the answer to all our woes.
The lies they tell...
show us how that isn’t so.
Give people another chance to change
The lies they tell...
Proves them all wrong, it’s strange.
That’s the lies they tell.
People of Earth...
Please hear these words so that you may receive this gift.
I bestow upon all Humanity the gift of understanding unconditional love and compassion for your fellow man So that you now know how to share it and stop your petty arguments amongst your selves.
Its time to unite and become one global entity so the focus can now be on the next gift which is
the gift of humility so that no one thinks he is better than another, but sees his own differences as blessings to be used for goodness.
In this way we shall all create a better understanding and meaning to what it means to be ascended beings.
From a very young age we became acquainted.
His hand fit into mine as he pulled me from the sinking car. Silver bubbles and a beautiful bright light he took me through. I was only 3.
A while later he was pulling me from the water again, this time he said
“You know, you really ought to consider swimming lessons.”
Time passed on, and we became so close that he would whisper in my ear when someone else’s time was near. Usually it was folks I was close to or loved in church. He would say things like
“You really should go hug her, she won’t be here long.”
Sure enough the next Sunday that person would
be gone. Passed into the other realm, across that great abyss of which man...
Just know that in this vast universe you are never alone even when it may seem so.
You are young and still learning to evolve, with learning takes courage my darlings.
Some are afraid to spiritually awaken and see the complete truth of how life is, how life was and how it is to be.
Don’t be afraid and live as a Sheeple!
Be Brave and be the Wolf instead so that you KNOW and are not LEAD by those who are still asleep themselves.
Research everything get proof be alive! Know and understand why and what you are doing in this life! If you find it is not acceptable to live the way you are now then change it!
Be good to Mother Earth for she has been wonderful to you, and continue on you...
As the morning Sun
Rises up from the horizon
May you all make this
Day your little piece of heaven
Don’t look back, just keep shining forward as the sun moves forward in his sky every day.
Be happy, be brave, be kind.
These virtues will serve you well.
Lived as I was told, did everything good and right.
Honored My elders to their dying day, raised a family then watched them grow up and away.
Thought this would be the best time of my life but as it turns out...
Now I’m alone. I feel empty.
My job is done and I mean nothing to no one.
Consider these essential skills when raising your children for children are your most precious assets.
You are not here to teach them, they are here to teach you.
Listen to them and be kind.
Children are your mirrors how do you want to be reflected?
Love them with out conditions!
With all your heart, your mind and your soul!
Always believe your child and stand up for him in every challenge!
Be fair but don’t spoil, they grow up to be nasty adults and we all know at least one or two.
Family is strength!
It doesn’t matter how your children got you, the natural way, adoption or magic the truth is the love you have is binding so learn from one another!
Remember the ones yo...
I am sorry for taking so long in writing.
I’ve had a difficult time, winter is not my time of year, so I tend to withdraw at that time.
However now is coming on spring and I gladly welcome it with arms open wide!
Time for the renewal to start its beginning and all the earth will smile in flowers! Lol!
Rejoice in that my friends from and have an awesome evening!
In times of Tribulation
those who will
are those who stand
and recognize the
Now See the truth and
When I am in your presence
There is nothing but peaceful tranquility
I am filled with pure joy just at the very
sight of you across the room.
To be in your arms gathering all of your sweet and passionate kisses,
I am warmed by the heat of your desire.
Every moment spent apart is an eternity.
Every moment spent in your presence is ephemeral.
I am greedy for your time, your space, and your love.
In your presence,
I am already home and there is nowhere else I want to be.
Honestly... the sound of a new born baby is a beautiful sound to those awaiting his arrival.
Honestly... children are the greatest joy to have in your life and it doesn’t matter how you got them, weather it’s the old fashioned way, adoption or an unfortunate event, children are the blessings of life
Honestly... teenagers are the bane of all parents existence and should be locked up until age 22.
Honestly... adult children who are mature, are wonderful people and make me proud.
Honestly... watching my adult children make adult decisions without my input is great and difficult for me at the same time because I have to let go now.
Honestly... grandchildren are the jewels of the family crown...
Please don't fall for me.
I beg you. I may be kind.
I may be sweet. I may
even care about your situation.
But do not be fooled by this earthly
facade for I am more monster
than mere woman.
I leave broken hearts in my wake.
I can't give my heart I haven't one,
It was cut out a long time ago.
An ache, a longing is all there is now.
Please don't take this as a challenge.
Beauty, comfort and kindness is all I can
offer you for I am nothing more than
a monster, dressed as this woman appearing
before you now.
Hair of red eyes of green these should easily give my identity away. A siren drawing men in, my stomach can no longer bare the flesh of the human soul.
No longer tak...
Dear younger Generation,
I’m writing to you to tell you not to make the same mistakes some of the older Generations have.
Let’s start with Religion.
Look, worship who, what when where and how you wish. Just don’t become mean to others about their ideas when they are different from yours ok.
MEN AND WOMEN ARE NOT EQUAL!
C’mon have you ever seen a man give birth? NO!
Can a man nurse a baby? NO! ( would we want that?NO!) A woman can run a house, nurse her son and run her internet business all at the same time from her kitchen table while dinner is cooking.
Can a woman make semen? NO! Can a woman do some of the horrible work that some men have? Would you want to? And why?
So recognize that m...
All I see around me are death and destruction, poverty and corruption.
Who here stands to do what Is right?
Who walks with the Lion and stands in the light?
Humanity! Many eyes are upon you now
Watching and waiting to see if you fail!
They want to run you out on a rail!
WAKE UP HUMANITY AND UNDERSTAND
IT IS UP TO YOU TO GIVE A DAMN!
Give a damn about:
The very young
Those who are in need and struggling
worse than you.
Look dear Souls, it doesn’t take that much time and or effort to show you care.
Stop fighting your neighbors and start showing them you care!
Only you can fix this terrible mess
Stop all these wars, calm the distress!
Christmas is not good time for me
I miss loved ones lost
Relatives too far away to go see
Too poor to afford anything but necessities,
Have to enjoy every small moment.
If I could have one wish fulfilled,
It would be to go to NYC to visit my friend Safwat because he has no family here and he needs someone for support right now. He needs family and that’s what I am for him. We keep in touch through letters and phone calls.
The people he lives with are not encouraging to him
Not like family.
He needs family more than anything and his are in Egypt. If he were my son I would pray that someone would step up and treat him good and kind if he were in a foreign country. That’s what I want to do f...
I have only this one gift to give to you, but it is most precious gift.
I give it to you freely, and unconditionally as you are always my friend and deserve my best.
It is all I have in the world, but I give it to you so you may have it also.
What is this special gift?
It is my understanding and undying unconditional Love ❤️.
May you carry it with you and live in Peace.
God be with you
So much passion in her stare
her loneliness too much to bare
So much love to share
Her many gifts so rare
But life is just too hard
A sliver of glass to the heart
Each day same damn thing
Quiet house, quiet dogs, no doorbell rings
She thought that by now life would be great!
Kids all raised, elders gone,
no worries about being late.
Woohoo carefree life!
No more stress no more strife!
Yeah that’s what she thought alright.
Stop beating now
For to look upon his beautiful face
And knowing i can never touch
him is to die a thousand times.
To speak with him and seeing his smile is a moment of pure bliss.
The souls connection is so strong
We are as if to magnets attracted
To each other on different sides of the world.
I catch my breath when he calls
and i find myself behaving as a giddy school girl!
Fate has played a most cruel joke on me.
I have never been in real Love.
I married whom i was told to, had five children raised them well, took care my parents, his parents.
I did as i was told and was good.
Now I’m at the end of my life,
And Love comes waltzing into my life as if i had more time lef...
Grateful for the moments
Grateful for every word shared
Thankful for his presence
For he is beyond compare.
To find one such as he is
Difficult at best
Now my shattered heart has
been put to the test.
For i was not meant to feel
I was not meant to have
I was only made to give
Give unconditional love ❤️
Give my passion.
Never must i fall, but my heart