The season passed
The leaf has turned
Another hard lesson learned
Sharp as a blade
The tongue displayed
Cuts the heart leaving
The soul dismayed.
What hurts the most is
Those I thought had my back
Only talked behind my back
And those I loved
Didn’t love me, they made fun of me instead.
Ones I thought of as family,
Thought of me as dirt.
And then I get asked why I
This dance of life is a precarious thing.
Partners come and go as
You sway to and fro
Finding the balance as you go!
Cause it don’t mean a thing if it ain’t got that swing!
Depression is suppression
It is a Hell from which there is no
A wolf in sheep’s clothing
A WOLF !!
Never underestimate your
No matter who they represent
Themselves to be.
Why is he in my thoughts every waking moment?
I’ve tried pushing him away.
Tried to make him hate me.
Yet, he continues to completely
Unnerve me at every turn!
I want no other but him!
He is everything I am not, yet on many levels there is a constant connection, a meeting of the minds
I am lost, falling with wild abandon evermore into that deep abyss
Mortals only know of as
I have a taste for beauty
A need a longing for comfort
I do seek.
When you grow up poor, all you
Ever have money for are the necessary. Then when I had children, they came first what their needs were that was most important and nothing was left for me.
I AM NOT COMPLAINING HERE!
I just wanted a little understanding as to why I want a regular bed instead of one that’s too big.
I wanted understanding as to why I wanted some silly used makeup and perfumes and fancy bathing oils instead of practical towels.
Those were things I couldn’t ever afford for myself on my own and I don’t get
gifts like that from my family.
Luxury. Everyone wants just a taste of it even for a moment and...
Serenity I find in the
Solitude of Quiet
As disappointing salty drops
Fill my eyes.
While gentle breezes kiss
Tears upon my cheek
The answers to my questions
Knowing full well already
The answer here
The reason now for all
As the days of
Come to end
The colors of
Return and do blend
The golds, the Reds,
the bright Greens too,
All fall together as a
The clock keeps ticking
Life keeps taking a licking
Sun is still shining
And people still whining
They waste their time talking
other people’s business and
things that are unimportant
While they’re out
Instead of being a brother, a sister, a friend.
Time keeps on ticking away the day
And I say
“How will you spend your time here on
Thank you to the wonderful people who make me laugh every day!
Thank you to all those who post and bring a smile to my face.
Thank all of you who take the time to write and put your hearts into it!
Most of all, my gratitude for being here.
Comes now the time of reflection
To understand the learning of life
As one travels from part A to part B, one
forgets that the superficial is insignificant,
You can’t take it with you and why would one
want to. One would be bound forever to that which is least important.
Focus instead on the One within and understand that is where you are going, everything else is just a distraction.
Love. Unconditional love and sweet compassion are the strengths of the soul and is what one is remembered for most and those are what one takes with self on the learning journey of
Looking through the paper vail
Wishing I could set sail
Be free as the zephyr wind
Underneath the moon so pale
I loved and I loved and I lost you.
I loved and I loved and I lost you.
And it hurts like Hell....
.............And it hurts like Hell!....
Just let me die from the pain
Of the loss that once was your heart
Wake me from this beautiful nightmare
I’m falling and I can’t catch myself before I hit the ground!
I don’t want to hurt anymore
No matter how young or old,
life lessons can still be very
painful to learn.
We must become truly broken
To be able to achieve greater
Understanding, compassion and
Come away with me
Come and I will give you a better life.
I will make you my wife.
Come away with me and I promise you a life of joy,
Quite possibly a little boy, he will be the real McCoy!
Just give me this chance to prove to you that I can dance and hold you in a wonderful lifelong stance while the music of life is playing.
Come away with me until the setting of the Sun, when all of life’s races are won and the long day is done.
A life of love and happiness without heartache or sadness these things I will promise you
If you will come away and love me too.
I have embarked upon officially learning french this year and in doing so I joined a group. I teach them English and they teach me french.
So far the experience has been really great for me because I have gotten to meet many very nice people from all over the world. I am very much a people person and enjoy the conversation so much, this has been one of the best days for me!
You must understand, normally I am confined to my house all alone because of a severe brain injury that left me with epilepsy. For a few years now I’ve been so lonely for human interaction. The only times I get that is for Dr. appointments or necessary things. Depression had me feeling so low I spent a week...
It’s been a while since last I wrote. Life happens.
I’ve written for other things lately, but I’ve avoided here. Not sure why, just have.
Just want you to know I love this venue and I think it’s a great way for expression.
It’s so easy for her to love.
She loves everyone.
She doesn’t understand why
It’s so difficult for everyone else
To love her back.
She craves attention, touching, intimacy but no one has any to give her. Most just want to take advantage of her kindness or others act as if she were an alien and bizarre. Now she’s so sad because
People say things and make unintentional promises just to get a picture of her and she’s stupid that way. You know, stupid because she believes them. She’s tiered of being used. Shes hurt and even though she has a companion, he simply doesn’t feel the way she needs him to feel.
So what good is it to love and feel when it doesn’t do any good anyway.
What’s happened with society
the ones who treat me
So completely without empathy and leave me feeling so empty
Where are all the decent men?
I remember when,
Women were “Ladies” and
Men were gentlemen.
Gentlemen were sincere and genuine to Ladies who were in awe of them it’s too late, there are no more of “them”.
Gratitude for the life you gave me.
Thankful for all the time we were able to spend together.
Grateful for all the sacrifices you made for me.
Mostly thankful for how you taught me to be.
The lies they tell...
The path to Heaven is narrow and tough
The lies they tell...
will make it not so rough.
They say love is the answer to all our woes.
The lies they tell...
show us how that isn’t so.
Give people another chance to change
The lies they tell...
Proves them all wrong, it’s strange.
That’s the lies they tell.
People of Earth...
Please hear these words so that you may receive this gift.
I bestow upon all Humanity the gift of understanding unconditional love and compassion for your fellow man So that you now know how to share it and stop your petty arguments amongst your selves.
Its time to unite and become one global entity so the focus can now be on the next gift which is
the gift of humility so that no one thinks he is better than another, but sees his own differences as blessings to be used for goodness.
In this way we shall all create a better understanding and meaning to what it means to be ascended beings.
From a very young age we became acquainted.
His hand fit into mine as he pulled me from the sinking car. Silver bubbles and a beautiful bright light he took me through. I was only 3.
A while later he was pulling me from the water again, this time he said
“You know, you really ought to consider swimming lessons.”
Time passed on, and we became so close that he would whisper in my ear when someone else’s time was near. Usually it was folks I was close to or loved in church. He would say things like
“You really should go hug her, she won’t be here long.”
Sure enough the next Sunday that person would
be gone. Passed into the other realm, across that great abyss of which man...
Just know that in this vast universe you are never alone even when it may seem so.
You are young and still learning to evolve, with learning takes courage my darlings.
Some are afraid to spiritually awaken and see the complete truth of how life is, how life was and how it is to be.
Don’t be afraid and live as a Sheeple!
Be Brave and be the Wolf instead so that you KNOW and are not LEAD by those who are still asleep themselves.
Research everything get proof be alive! Know and understand why and what you are doing in this life! If you find it is not acceptable to live the way you are now then change it!
Be good to Mother Earth for she has been wonderful to you, and continue on you...
As the morning Sun
Rises up from the horizon
May you all make this
Day your little piece of heaven
Don’t look back, just keep shining forward as the sun moves forward in his sky every day.
Be happy, be brave, be kind.
These virtues will serve you well.
Lived as I was told, did everything good and right.
Honored My elders to their dying day, raised a family then watched them grow up and away.
Thought this would be the best time of my life but as it turns out...
Now I’m alone. I feel empty.
My job is done and I mean nothing to no one.
Consider these essential skills when raising your children for children are your most precious assets.
You are not here to teach them, they are here to teach you.
Listen to them and be kind.
Children are your mirrors how do you want to be reflected?
Love them with out conditions!
With all your heart, your mind and your soul!
Always believe your child and stand up for him in every challenge!
Be fair but don’t spoil, they grow up to be nasty adults and we all know at least one or two.
Family is strength!
It doesn’t matter how your children got you, the natural way, adoption or magic the truth is the love you have is binding so learn from one another!
Remember the ones yo...