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Youri

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Netherlands
Netherlands
May the force be with us
August 10, 2019
 

For a little while I had a smile on my face today,
For a little while I lost my mind and it was okay,
So thank you, who ever you are,
So thank you, you beautiful star.

WHITE CLOCK
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August 4, 2019
 

I don't know where to go,
I want to follow someone,
Who I look up to,
To watch, to listen, to learn,

I wish my dad,
Could come back,
He was wise and disciplined,
Lost in the crowd....

Of heaven,
He went to soon,
To fast,
But he is still my dad,

So dad,
Do you have mercy for me,
And wash me clean,
And maybe you could stand by me,

Can you still feel?,
Are you still real?,
On my side?,
My light again?,

Anyway,
Take care,
Follow me everywhere,
Never go away I beg,

Your son,
Youri Rogier,
You are still someone,
To me,

Best regards,
Where ever you are,
I have hope,
Far away, yet so close,

I owe you one,
Or more,
Ask for it, speak to my heart,
Love, ...

DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY
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July 28, 2019
 

I live in a dark place,
The dark of my mind,
There is no other way,
Than ending my life,

But I am afraid,
That it will continue when I die,
Sometimes goodbye is the only way,
I don't want to fight anymore,

I am done here,
Please go away my fear,
Leave me please,
Devil, go away from me,

You have won,
I am defeated,
I don't belong,
I lost my strenght to move on,

I am not strong enough,
To understand what love means,
I lost my courage and hope,
Please carry me away now,

I am done.

SKETCHED OUT
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July 22, 2019
 

All I ever wanted,
Is someone who truly looked up to me,
It won't happen,
But I really want to be free,
Of me,
I am scattered,
In 66 million pieces,
Never to be repaired again,
No one believes,
If I just had one real true friend,
But I am not trustworthy,
Cuz I cannot even trust myself,
I am almost done here,
I am almost ready to leave,
I will try to move on as far as I can,
But I cannot prommis I will be me again,
Lost in confusion, lost in translation,
Isolated from my heart and soul,
No connection, no understanding,
And no one really cares, I will leave this world,
Probably, logically, no guaranty,
That I can push on through a little more,
But I will try untill I am d...

DARK TREE
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July 14, 2019
 

The world is less beautiful without you,
Believe in yourself, cuz you do...
Make a difference♡

MADE WITH LOVE
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July 14, 2019
 

The sky is yours,
So open and walk out the door,
And live, love and dance,
Like never before,

The sun shines for you,
The moon watches over you too,
The stars, for you, all the time,
Let them shine, shine, shine,

All the way,
Just for you, and you, and you, and you, and you*****♡

MADE WITH LOVE
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June 25, 2019
 

We are on our way,
We are on our way,
We are on our way,
Sometimes shit, sometimes okay.

ENJOY THE LITTLE THINGS
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June 14, 2019
 

Nothing so sweet,
As your lips on mine,
Nothing sweeter than when our lips meet,
It's sparkles are more than divine,

Your kiss,
Your bliss,
My wish,
To be with you, forever,

Let's dance, on water,
Fly, through the mountains,
Let's lit the stars tonight,
Sleep together, and dream with me untill sunrise,

Like you are,
Like the sun is shining in your eyes,
You are my morning star,
I see you, I am with you, where ever you go,

Where ever you are.


PASSION OVER PERFECT
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June 12, 2019
 

I can feel it, the sparkling and the glowing,
When I listen to your sweet voice whispering,
So quiet, so tender, yet so touching,
Like a butterfly kissing the flowers,

You are like a bright pearl shining in the dark,
Showing me the way, guiding me where to walk,
You are like a bird, or an angel watching over me,
You are like ever green hills, as far as the eye can see,

You are wild, like a child,
Peaceful gazing at the stars above,
Pure, as morning dew,
You are my true and only love.





PASSION OVER PERFECT
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June 12, 2019
 

I am going to walk,
Untill my feet bleed,
Away from the city,
Where the people are shitty,

I really have to leave,
Leave this conrete jungle,
Away to the outward,
Find a place to rest my head,

And think about you,
Think about me,
Find the tool,
To repair my broken heart,

I need my time,
To connect to this soul of mine,
I won't search but maybe I will find,
I hope I will find some parts of myself,

Connect with nature,
Connect with the cosmos,
Make some room for all of my failures,
Learn and walk on,

I don't know my destination,
I don't need to,
Because this is my choice and I am free,
I am going to try it at least,

I will find my way,
Why I am here, what fo...

PASSION OVER PERFECT
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June 6, 2019
 

I want to learn to be friendly and kind,
To myself, to everyone, each size,
I think that is a key for me to stop,
Stop pushing myself and my brothers and sisters away,

I don't want you to go,
I would like you to stay,
But I do know,
That's not the way I am acting,

Give me patience, I will give you,
I will show who I am, I just started learning,
Started learning what is my name,
And that we are all the same,

I try to take my time,
To learn what I need to know in life,
A lesson that will never stop,
Untill we meet our god,

I press play,
And here we go,
I am not alone,
You are not alone also,

I just wanted to let you know,
Who ever you are,
Where ever you are goin...

MADE WITH LOVE
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June 5, 2019
 

So many people around me,
But at the moment I feel so lonely,
Lonely wanderer in the city,
But I am free at least,

Keep on walking slowly,
Trying to ease my mind,
It's my own responsibility,
Trying to stay calm and find some peace,

It's just a fraction in time,
I will be just fine,
Looking for some peace and serenity,
Patience to find possibilities,

To move on,
And I will go on,
It will pass, I am telling myself,
I must be strong.

MADE WITH LOVE
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June 4, 2019
 

I cannot go back to yesterday,
I was a different person back then.

-Alice in Wonderland

MADE WITH LOVE
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June 4, 2019
 

She was like the moon,
A part of her was always hidden.

-Did Reeves

Rest in peace dear Emma,
You are on my mind.

MADE WITH LOVE
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June 4, 2019
 

We are all broken,
That's how the light gets in.

-Hemingway

MADE WITH LOVE
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June 2, 2019
 

When I write,
I am more free,
But in face to face temporary conversations,
I freeze,
I don't know why,
Like I am rejecting the person or maybe myself,
Like I cannot trust it,
I am working on it,
But it ain't really easy,
I developed it whole my life,
And it feels lonely,
I dream a lot, and many things on auto-pilot,
38 years on this globe,
And now I want to know who I am,
Shake of the dust and sand,
I have to be true,
Find connection, with me, myself and you.


Hug Youri

ENJOY THE LITTLE THINGS
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May 29, 2019
 

You can kill me,
But you cannot defeat me,
I will carry on,
All the way,
My spirit will never die,
I will carry on,
In peace, for you, for me,
Revenge is no option,
Forgiveness I will find and give,
And I will love to eternity,
I will be grateful and smile,
For quite a while, and longer,
And you will never be my enemy,
Sincerely,
I will never give up,
Never ever,
God's bless upon you,
And it's good.

ENJOY THE LITTLE THINGS
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May 28, 2019
 

Today I ask that I will do my best, not so as to please others but so as to give myself respect.

ENJOY THE LITTLE THINGS
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May 27, 2019
 

Together they traveled the world. Meeting interesting people along the way.
One of those interesting people was called 'John'. They met him.....he told he had never won,
But that, it has made him strong,
Strong and true,
It are the little thing that let you do,
Let you see beautyfull things,
Power of loss and forgiving,
Power of a little love in your heart beating,
It's not about loosing or winning,
Than you already found something,
Something worth keeping and carry on,
Each on his own path, each an unique song,
Straight from the heart John tells,
I believe in every single one,
Can be found that little spark,
That leads to god, unconditional love,
I won't forget you, thanks for listening,
It...

ENJOY THE LITTLE THINGS
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May 27, 2019
 

Today I will be grateful for the things I have and not worry about the big questions. I will try to keep it simple.

ENJOY THE LITTLE THINGS
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May 26, 2019
 

Today I accept responsibility for myself and my life.

WHITE CLOCK
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May 25, 2019
 

Today I will remember that the truth is not always readily apparent but can be found with perseverance.

WHITE CLOCK
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May 19, 2019
 

Do you ever feel like a misfit,
Everything inside looks dark and twisted,
Oh but it is okay to be different,
Cuz baby....so am I, so am I,
So am I.

By; Ava Max

FOLLOW YOUR HEART
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May 17, 2019
 

I am loosing my religion,
I am going to believe in myself,
I already do from this moment,
And it will grow and get stronger and stronger,
Every single day that I live,
I am worth it, I dive into into freedom,
And live like never before,
I believe, I believe...in me,
I can see, I can see, even with my eyes closed,
That I was wrong, but I am strong,
I will live life my new way,
Untill the last day... that I am alive,
I am going to make it my way,
Love, peace, light, freedom, I will shine,
Dear heart of mine,
I will make it allright, allright, I will make it alll......right,
I love myself, I love you, I love life,
And it's alllll....right...to me, I can see, I am free,
No more ...

FOLLOW YOUR HEART
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May 12, 2019
 

Where does this come from?,
From my heart?
My mind?,
The great spirit giving me spirit?,

I travel along a lonesome road,
From the start,
To yourself be kind,
You got all in it, all in it,

Thinking is no judging, a thought is never a judgement,
Your mind is free of this,
Keep rolling, rolling dices of life,
You can do anything, take your time,

Listen to your heart,
Once in a while... look at the stars,
Gaze into eternity,
Make love, and don't make no war,

No more war, no more,
No more war, no, no,
That's not where we are made for,
Let's come together,

Maybe,
One day,
We are all free,
I pray silently,

For you, for me.

FOLLOW YOUR HEART
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May 2, 2019
 

Why do I actually write?,
First, because I like it, but why?,
I think.......because..
The energy I feel  by writing and that I don't have to hide no more,
I am free, when I write, after and before,

And the energy of words, language, phrases,
Poëms, lessons, books of more then 1000 pages,
And one story is not one story, uncountable stories actually, cuz,
Every soul experiences everything differently,

Every father,  every mother, every son, every daughter,
Maybe you read something else than I write if you know what I mean,
But still it's a kind of connection, interaction with our emotion, personality, souls and hearts,
Finding affection, recognition, devotion, every living being is state o...

WHICH ROAD HOME
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May 10, 2019
 

If this is the end,
I say farewell my dear friend,
And thank you, for all that you are,
For all what you do,
Take care, love and light,
Follow your heart,
It will be all-right,
I promiss, goodbye,
It will be all-right.
It will.

FOLLOW YOUR HEART
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