Dear Letters Friends of MASSACHUSETTS:
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Turns out I was wrong & you were right. You are a worthless piece of shit. You knew it. You said it. I said you were beautiful, capable & worthy of the best. But you committed the ugliest of acts without a tinge of remorse, you chopped both our legs off at the knee to prove how incapable WE are & then verbally chastised us both for our short comings. you tossed your best chance, your real opportunity to reach your highest potential & grow into your most fulfilled self and I pity you for what you’ll continue to see in the mirror your whole life long
You miss the point
You miss the purpose
You rob it of meaning
You rob it of worth
You kill everything good with that toxic negative sick br...
I have never felt uglier, worn out, lower, more undeserving & unworthy as I do today. My soul wants to just die. My shell wants to crumble, I feel the need to fall a part all the way. Yet I know that more than ever I need to pull energy from the depths I never knew existed, I need to make moves that elevate my position in this world, I need to shake this off & see my truth again, be certain on my worth & to know that I am deserving of the same beauty that lives in my soul. Because being the best mom to our son was not enough for you to respect me. And now I am on my own. Today is the day I need to hold together more than ever and show myself who I really am. I am not what you are treating me ...
Can we come together?
Can we beat as one heart ?
Can we see & appreciate each other for the souls that we are?
Can we expand our thinking?
Can we rise to the challenge? Can we keep our dreams from sinking?
Does your heart feel like mine?
Are you trying to be strong, while inside you’re dying?
Are you stuck where you are because you feel defeated?
Do you feel completely lost, don’t know how- even if you were to keep on trying?
Do you wonder where I stand, what I think and what I feel?
Have you let your tears fall, or is anger maintaining your protective wall? Are you preparing for the worst when you know that’s completely wrong? Can you see the beauty taken for granted- as we go along? Do you hope that I’m okay - as alone we lay? Is there still so much love inside you, the stuff you’re realizing you may never again get the chance to say, because it’s becoming buried deeper and deeper under th...
I wonder...how many other hearts out there are dying at the same time as mine??
I see others and they look so happy
I see others who chose to make a life together
I see others who chose to bring children into this world-combining their souls forever
I see others who know what it means, what it takes to make it work
I see others who have held on through the toughest of times, the utter pain
I see others who had hearts strong enough to forgive in love’s name
I see others who let the painful lessons grow them stronger together
I see others who accept each other’s flaws and even learn to appreciate them
I see others who have someone they truly love with all their being
Why were they worthy & not I? Why were their kids worthy and not mine.
May I bleed with thee?
I may not know the mapping of your pain
Or the horrors hidden in your brain
I may not even know your name
But I know we are souls of equal beauty & worthy of the same
To humanity I belong, for at some point in life we will all have sung the same sorrow song
To the broken, to the wounded, unloved & un seen, the misfit, the bullied, belittled & demeaned
To the bum with a bottle, and the drug addicted fiend...
Hold to your humanity
Cry your tears
Flaunt your scars
Sing your glory
Have no shame for the page you hold, in the human story
Lost in an ocean, shimmering
Drenched in rays of hazel green
Sailing the beauty of the iris's ring
Fires fly & flicker inside
to the mellifluous song my heart doth sing
This most precious bounty found-in all the world around
A love that breathes life into my very being
Half of my life was given to you
You were always my one
The love & pain from which I grew
It's never been easy
But somehow I knew you were my path-the one who'd give me what I had to go through
Long ago innocence sparkled in our smiles
And then faded to weary faces of 1000 miles
Every human emotion & endless energy was spent trying to hold true to our devotion
To never give up we promised never let go
How many new hearts caught in the undertow of our stormy ocean?
Years have passed, our child grew
A perfect combination of me & of you
We are not what we once thought
I'm not your wife & my husband you are not
But you are still my heart, my comfort & joy as my very best friend
Fear nothing. Because that very fear will draw whatever it is right to you. Manifesting the reality you did not want.
Strength or cowardice? How strange it is to commit a cowardly act that requires all my strength.
Logic tells me we’ve only just met. My sense of reality believes that anything can happen. Life has taught me that things are ever changing & most don’t forever stay. Therefore, I’ll hold loosely to the hope of a long happy loving life at each other’s side, and simply enjoy what we have today. Moment to moment, night after passionate night, Awakening to your handsome face with each new mornings light. All that was & ever will be.....make peace with past & let future take flight. On this day & always, my beloved, my heart is open to yours pure. Experience in full, adorn with the eyes, treasure the gift. Fear has no place in what’s truest & pure. Lay with me, bask in this feeling, as love washe...
Lies live within you
Brittled, weak, crack & creek
Woah in all hearts you've burnt; now your own is seared from the heat
The agony you feel with every next beat
Broken machine stuck on repeat
This failed attempt to love you to life, ended in retreat
To the source, the all, the creator, the god above & to the essence of infinite love
To the collected consciousness of information
& to the endless cosmos
To the beauty that flows
To the life we gain from the sprouts that grow
To the magnificent light that shines
To all creatures & to our oceans vastly deep
To the willow, giving air as she weep
To the hearts that bring love to one another
To the connection that binds us all as sister & brother
To this blessed body hosting my soul
With my all I give thanks to thee...
All things that make me whole, connected & free
I give pure appreciation to simply exist as me
My eyes examine the scars, faults & flaws exteriorly adorning your skin
The defense, the shame, the fear of desire masked in rebellious sin
Since you can't see it, let me dive & show you the beauty you hold within
Began this journey with an unexplainable sense of urgency to learn as much as I could, to seek the absolute truths of this life. I did just that. It wasn't long before I found myself in a stark reality and realized that truth found = innocence lost.
You know my colors
Seen secret parts of me, known by no others
You've been the cause, cure & keeper of my tears
You understand my madness, because you know it's rooted in my fears
You'll always care.. because you put them there
I know your colors
I know truths in you that you hide from all others
I have been both cause & the the cure of the the things that make you insecure
I understand your fear because I can trace it back to each specific tear
Your lips I will always kiss...because I made you this
In all our faults, in all our flaws, all trials & what seemed like loss..
We've hung on, to teach & grow each other beautifully, into the truest version of ourselves that we c...
Come...bring to me the broken pieces of your soul
Let us arrange them as works of art; show you the magnificence of yourself made whole
Painting beauty with your pain
Your weighted wings of shame -
fly away as we write a symphony with the sounds of your sorrow
My dear human please take my love & let it ignite the flame of hope for tomorrow
The eyes no longer cried
& not because it healed...
but because the heart of the soul had already died
Every soul progresses in its own time
Some with unconventional sequence; no rhythm, nor rhyme
Phases & stages
Eyes wide open or stumbling blind
Taking what we need & leaving the rest behind
However far apart we grew,
However many loves anew..my heart stayed devoted to the one most true
Cherished are the bitter sweet passages shared with you