To the ones, who want to read!
I'm a german poet. I write poems almost every day. But now!!! now, when I want to tell you I can't find the right words.
Maybe it's because I have to write them in english, but I did that before. In this moment my mind is hiding and don't want to come out.
But one day I'll find the right words to say and then I'll tell them to the ones, who want to read!
There got your attention now. So my anti-depresson tablets have kicked in again. I go through fazes of thibking everything is alright now and then go cold turkey and well this time got to the stage of parents checkibg in on me reguarly throught the night.. So usual rputen of them kivking in I get very emotional, and then go for my 03:00 shower well this time it was a 22:00 surprisingly.
Well the tears and anfer at myself have stopped coming when I now rip clumps of knotted hair off my head. My hair is my pride and joy so i will never get it cut short again but in my down times my hair gets abused. I guess thars my way of self harming, I know its wrong but the sense of relif wh...
i believe that love should be respected since is one of the most (if not THE MOST) powerful feeling we can experience. I know that some of you may be feeling hurt or sad because of someone and you start to think that love is bad - love is not bad. don't lose hope. love will find a way to surprise you. :)
come back home. i miss my sister. its been 2 years and we've been living our lives without each other when we used to be attached at the hip. remember our lego houses and orange pants? i know our childhood is fading but our relationship doesn't have to. i have so much to tell you about my journey. i wish you were here to experience it with me. there is still time.
i'll be waiting.