Tears on my pillow, hurt in my heart, I try so hard to not let my life fall apart. But when it rains it pours and when I'm down, I'm beneath so low, maybe lower than anyone should have to go. Feelings of defeat, like a runner without feet. So tired, so broken, like the speechless unspoken .When? "I beg God" When? Have Mercy on my soul! Lord Jesus carry me, please help get me thru this storm. Help me hold it
together. Lord I know your busy, for I see the world for what it is and I know although I can't see you, I feel you. Lord I tired so very tired... I feel like a motherless child a long way from home.
Se de todos os meus amores
Eu citasse você. ..
Ele estaria em cada linha
Em cada sonho
De cada ironia
De cada lágrimas
De cada sorriso.
Que os ventos leve meu abraço a ti
E que nele vá a metade da intensidade
Que se habita aqui no meu peito
Ferroz e silêncio.
Te amar é pouco
Diante de tudo que pensei
E escrevi sobre você.
Misconception of Love
Real love knows no suffering nor have any relation to pain, real love is always consistent and rarely does it change. Persistent is always a companion to those in search of their true blessing. The understanding of love can only come to those who experience life's true lessons, if your only exposure to love is through someone else's misconceptions, then you may find your acceptance of love will be limited with an un-healthy perception.
Because underestimating love can leave you victimized to your own self deception, to play as the fool is to play to lose, and love will always be a heartache to those who can't play by the rules.
Be my one and only, be my dream come true kiss me without fear, hold me and stay here, love me without question be there for me without secrets, tell me what's on your mind and wipe my tears as I cry, when I'm with you I feel blind I start to close my eyes, I'll leave you if you start to lie I'm not here to be hurt, I'm here right by your side, I'm here forever to you I swear, just tell me the truth and I'll be here till the last day of my life.
One in the afternoon, Wednesday.
I am proud of you.
I know that circumstances have forced our hand, making you return to full time work sooner than we anticipated. I am glad you found a salon, with friends and associates abound. Starting over is not going to be easy, you have whatever love, support, wishes, and hope I can give you.
From the birth of our daughter through the kindergarten of our son, for the past nine years you have been a mother, wife, lover, sister, and friend to us; although rushed, now you can return to your career you love. Some adult conversation, adult topics, some experiences outside these four walls.
Finally you get to shine again, your beauty and wisdom will be ...
It's a beautiful day today and my boyfriend and I rode a two person bike through the park. It really was a lot of fun, and I love days like this. I love just being out where it's beautiful, being out with him, and just laughing and having fun. It's my favorite thing.
He leaves in less then three weeks for college. I'm really going to miss this. A lot.
But for now, I'm just going to love it. And him.
I've refreshed my search for a professional job and I'm more hopeful now than ever before. There's no reason in particular I feel so rejuvenated. Maybe my new shift in focus on my career or it might just be a summer jolt of life. I'm definitely not complaining. I Hope anyone who reads this can pick up some of my exuberant vibes and themselves be refreshed.
Tphe one that got away,
We don't talk anymore so it's difficult to tell you how I feel. I'm not sure half the time I know how I feel. Empty, broken, sad... These are emotions I am supposed to feel right? I mean I am in love with you and when someone you love leaves you this is what you ought to feel. Right? I don't know.
I don't know if I love you. I don't if it's just that I liked you in bed and my mind played tricks that led me to believe you were anything more than a fuck.
Whatever the case, the way you left sucked. We were friends. Friends don't abandon each other. They stick together. I used to believe that you loved me but were not in love with me. But that was a lie wasn't it?...